An Invisible Man

cherishing your loved ones

2010-07-02T21:56:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps, in army currently, just happen to have a small thought and i am infront of my computer so yea time to scribble some rubbish on the wall.

Army is fine so far, perhaps i learn that being in the army means that i need to train hard, because there are so many people competing for the best, to make my life in bmt more fun, lets fight for the best guys. Before that need get gold for ippt so SCREW U CHIN UP AND SBJ I WILL CONQUER U.

ok back to the topic of cherishing, i just wanted to write a small note.

Hi cherry! didn't want to post this on ur wall, so decided that my blog might be a better place, at least i know jl will read this place sometimes and maybe u know abit of my blog too? I want to say that, its nice knowing u perhaps i didn't really talk much to you, but i will say i heard quite abit about u from jl, and abit about you and him. Perhaps this is one of the most common topics i talk to him about. you! maybe u will be surprise, yea but its actually quite true. Hope you have gone to a better place, and watch over JL from above.

life is fragile, so people better take care of urself.

Quote of the day("Tough times don't last, tough man do")

A soft goodbye!

2010-06-02T08:12:00.001-07:00

Its funny to as, how much problems can happen when u are going to the ns, i guess boy's like me who are going to the ns will worry about their units and stuff, and me only still thinking of my family. Guess won't have the time inside to think of other things because we have to chiong. better start a good diet and train hard for me to be able to hit my 10 pull ups, i want that gold.

OK a new chapter of my life begins, others can wait for a while. But some things just doesn't change!

Quote of the day("Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to")

what a meaningful quote.

The road to freedom?

2010-05-16T14:05:00.000-07:00

People always say life is short, but yet they are the happy people who have a happy life, because being happy cause time to be short, yet when u are unhappy, time seem to pass like a snail. But of course cherish your life and happiness.

Hmm NS is coming soon, bet it will be a hell of a time for any guy? hmm need to cut botak soon. will i be more handsome? LOL cannot be one la but i think i need to get for myself a few more caps. or just 1 or 2 very nice ones heh.

21st birthday is coming, somehow i feel abit excited because i attended quite a few birthday parties this year already, and feel wow lol so many people 21 liao. Hmm better start thinking about how i want to celebrate man. I will try to be abit different la, but i somehow feel it will end up being about the same LOL. time to save some money first.

OK suddenly urge to do some interesting stuff before going army, hmm maybe one will be paint ball. nvr try before sia, want try first before go army then come out and try again LOL. but expensive sobs, money troubles!! alright people good night ed signing off.

Quote of the day("you may delay, but time will not")

Been a while since i last post

2010-05-14T18:57:00.000-07:00

HI decided to make this a longer post by posting one picture LOL

but cannot find any nice ones so yea, its all words again.

NS is nearing, well maybe u all don't know but i am kind of looking forward to it, days when no more fighting over grades and waking up to go school, because when we wake up in ns its time to chiong. LOL

People always ask me this few questions, but i will just answer it all here, enlisting on 3rd june 1145 BMT school 1. PES status B, which means i need to chiong like pes A no differences. But if u were to ask me whether i am going to chiong or going to "charles keng" hmm maybe i will see the situation, sometimes its very hard to say, but i think i will say that if i can make it, i will chiong and if i cannot then mc all the way loh!

Suddenly thought of what kind of things i want to do before i go in the army, then realised i got nothing much to do, maybe just spending some time alone/with close fren to kind of calm myself before going in. But it only seems that at home i am getting nagged at so bad, i kind of hate coming home already.

Home is a place where other people seek peace and protection, where is mine? hmm i will think about it and yea this is the end to this short post.

Quote of the day("Time is the slowest and yet the fastest thing") contradicting? if u want to know what this means can always ask me haha.

Colours of life!

2010-04-12T11:50:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps, after watching para para sakura for the don't know how many times.

I just remember the main character is color blind, then he saw a girl he likes which is pink in colour. suddenly wonder, what a sign that is given to him right. But the dancing parts are really cool though. Aaron kwok is really power lol.

Life after exams, really feels bored! lucky i went to taiwan, took a break People always ask how taiwan is like, actually i feel that taiwan is kind of similar to singapore, as in the life style. Maybe only me feel this way la, but in terms of fashion sense i have to say Taiwan PWNZZZ SG lol. I go there like really lor kok LOL. Ok la gary say abit kua zhang, i do see a few overweight girls la, gary say until don't have lol. but well they dress well also. But some of their voice ah, is really damn digusting, listen already my goosebumps all come out. cannot take it LOL. but of course some that does it which is not too over is quite attractive la, like the hotels receptionist LOL.

Food was really awesome though, really miss the beef noodles there. really awesome la the soup! heh tsk tsk now only can eat the maggi mee as replacement lol. Yea i bought a few maggi mee (why cannot ah ?) heh. Ok la today really not much inspiration to blog so yea stop here.

Quote of the day("Colors answer feeling in man; shapes answer thought; and motion answers will.")

Hopes

2010-03-16T12:34:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps, its been a while my frens, a few thought came to my mind and so yea i am here to share.

Hopes! Its actually a strong word for me, because i am always hoping. People all hope for the best and stuff, yea i am a normal person. But end up, hoping isn't enough, because hoping only gives u false hopes. They create a illusion that 2 morrow is going to be good day, but with so many problems without solution inside of u. How is 2 morrow going to be a good day.

I remembering hearing something like a problem without a solution is not a problem, actually i agree with this. Because those are not problems, they are a nuisance. They are nuisances that causes u to have a bad day when u think of them, that cause u to stone because u are thinking of a solution, but that solution nvr come.

So don't live life thinking of solution to nuisance and hoping for things that will never appear, perhaps your day will improve without u knowing.

Quote of the day("We are not creatures of circumstance; we are creators of circumstance.")

Unexpected readers!

2010-02-17T10:30:00.000-08:00

Hi friendly readers, actually frankly speaking, I didn't expect people to even read this blog lol, yea its just one small space for me to share my thoughts, though i know i have a very bad English, but like what yixiang say, i hope the thoughts is what that goes in and makes you think instead of the English. But of course i will try to improve on my English so jia you.

I kind got interested to talk about drinking, OK not water but alcohol, Its one of the 4 leisure that people can enjoy right, OK for people who don't know what i am saying, its the (吃喝嫖赌） which direct translate into (eat, drink, visit brothel, gamble) OK i didn't create this, its a old Chinese saying so yea please don't misunderstand. So drinking is leisure for us, regardless of boy or girl. But what are the effects of getting drunk.

So far, my fren the destroyer told me,( lOL inside joke la this one only my class know who.) that when people get drunk, they do funny stuff, its exciting to name what are this funny stuff, but if i name later i kanna beat outside how. But i will just say generally, but after i go bathe, so yea BRB I GO BATHE. 1 % plagraise liao this blog post LOL ok back to the funny stuffs, OK la i saw many, a few that really let me remember would be, drunk already, then start shouting out funny stuff, (killing hello kitty, shouting out i love/hate who and who, epic one is "wei shen me ta bu ai wo".) a friendly advice to my readers, don't drink when u are emo, or rather don't get drunk when u are emo, because it multiplies so it will be (happiness x 10 or sadness x 100) and the person who ends up getting more trouble will be those who are not drunk lol.

Actually getting drunk is one hell of a hard for me, because i just cannot force myself to drink after the headache strikes, and usually it strikes after 3-4 shots haha, weak boy in the hse. Ok but obviously acting drunk is not really in my dictionary. Here come to the next talking point, Acting high/drunk. OK people, don't be surprise, there are people who act drunk! or people who

use the fact he/she is drunk to achieve what he(in general if not need type alot) wants to achieve. So one word to this people, which is LOL. y laugh, u guys may wonder, but for me i think, if i need to act drunk to do things that i don't dare to do, what a loser i am right? Lol but obviously different people have different opinions about things so yea i don't criticize them but just laugh!

OK today thought is quite short one so yea the quote is for you actors heh!

Quote of the day("True courage comes from the heart, its not given to u by alcohol, because alcohol only makes u loses ur senses and once u start doing something stupid, you regret.") a small quote from ed! :)

Quite a weird ending to a quite a long day!

2010-02-14T13:35:00.000-08:00

Yo peeps, happy cny, hope u guys ang bao many many. Of course as a emo person that lack of love, i will not wish u all happy valentine because it ain't much of a valentine for me, sorry selfish boy in da hse.

First i will go with the boring stuff to what i done for the day, morning temple till about 2 then go grand aunt hse, ok boring stuff then go to hotel to eat ok boring also. Yea so what exciting ok perhaps is singing kbox after that, cool stuff is my cousin's bf pay for all, yea thanks so much really. I feel abit paiseh but u insist so ok. Sang from 9.30pm -4am imagine how my voice sounds like now, perhaps just abit better than ah du heh. but really kai shang haha. After K-box , i sat at mac hearing all the interesting stories they tell me.

Actually they are serious eye-openers or instead ear-openers, he told me about his past experience of owning a bar and personal life, but listening to it does make you wonder, there are so many things you nvr see before or hear. so Life is still considered interesting but yea. These are bad things that i would't attempt of course, i am sure i won't but its just interesting to know how people live, or how are the feelings to such thing.

So yea back to emoing, Valentine, is a day for couples, so not scolding the couples but yea if u are a couple please try to be more considerate, Valentine can be a sensitive word to some people. Me for instance is quite affected also. But of course, the right way for a bf/gf is to treat everyday like a valentine day. Thinking back, I feel sorry for my fren though! his relationship kind of ended before cny, perhaps sorry isn't a good word, if it was what they both wanted. But i feel, many minor factors contributed to the ultimate and final change, obvious i wish well to both parties, and if there is a chance again, why not? People always forget the first feeling of love, actually i always feel the first feeling is what that keeps the relationship together, and perhaps u both lost it somewhere, take ur time to search for the answers and not find another person just to replace what u have lost.

Yea to help one of my fren who is kind of in a taohua jie! i will kind of voice out this message is that, can guys out there please don't talk to a girl just because u like her? I respect people like ZHIHUA, because i know he talks to people and not liking them, treating people as a fren haha but i don't know the details though! People fail to understand that, a girl may reply u but that doesn't mean they like u, or even a guy reply u, thats not the true. Ok i kind of sound abit confused hmm i decided to bathe first then i start writing again BRB go bathe.

Hi i am back and i am really back LOL! hmm ok back to the topic about talking to a person when u only like them, OK somehow i feel different now, I don't blame guys for talking to the girls that they like. But somehow the girls, if u don't want trouble or name as a flirt, handle ur relationship properly, Its quite obvious when a guy keep talking to u, stay up for u, do things for u, offer to meet u. They are interested in u, unless they just trying to flirt? Well a good thing to know about me, i treat guys and girls the same way, thats why some girls just cannot talk to me, so i don't blame them. And how to handle ur relationship, u have to know this theory of, there is no good friend between a guy and a girl who know each other for months? So beware, any moment of them keep talking/calling/jioing u, u know the call.

Since i just bathe and my hair is still really wet, lets go on to another topic about flirts! Obviously I am no flirt due to my bad usage of language, uber big cannon belly, fats all around, not even close to handsome face! People only laugh at me, not because of what i said lol! ok back to the flirt, a definition of a flirt is

1.	to court triflingly or act amorously without serious intentions; play at love; coquet.

2.	to trifle or toy, as with an idea: She flirted with the notion of buying a sports car.

3.	to move with a jerk or jerks; dart about: butterflies flirting from flower to flower.

LOL ok, simply meaning play at love, lol ok whatever, we all know what a flirt in our dictionary means, which simply summarize into one word, Player! Obvious a Player is a champion in the guy world, because the girl dig u and the stupid guys worshiped u simple as that. Obvious there are wannabe who try to flirt, successful anot hmm time will tell. OK What i think about a flirt, its very funny when a flirt fall in love with a girl, because u cannot really believe him, u will be like? are u sure this is ur final one? LOL I think of flirts as people who are really really good with words, somehow if u read what some of this flirts say, awesome man i think i whole life also cannot write out something so disgusting. But girls just like such stuff so yea, i think i can only find different kind of girls lOL! so yea i am abit tired to blog already so talk more next time

Quote of the day("It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows.") i really like this quote because it reminds me of my mom")

Reasons for fighting on!

2010-02-08T08:07:00.000-08:00

Just came back from CSH, ok wth my leg really hurts. Not ur fault ann seriously i only blame myself, suddenly looking at the mirror i feel fat hmm. Plus can feel that i getting slow wth, kok xiong really bring something out from me LOL. but nice match though it kind of woke me up, its like saying HI ed this is the reality u still suck! ok time to train more. Lets aim as high as we can.

I need the training man, losing weight, getting busy with the mind! yea because many things are pressing against me now, things like, cny will make me fatter, why am i still sucking, exam need to do well, many other rubbish from family. HIYA! if only there is a way to make me run alot haha. maybe i should put like a list of things i want to accomplish in front of me every time i run then will be more motivate.

DIET, EXAM, EPEE. ARGGGGHHH LOL

Quote of the day("Love @ first sight = guy handsome/ girl pretty, not = true love")

Different approach to courtship!

2010-02-07T12:50:00.000-08:00

Yo readers,

If there are any LOL. OK lets start straight into the topic, lazy to beat around the bush because its 5 am in the morning so yea.

Nowadays, I am quite attracted to how guys court girls or vice versa. Firstly is always striking an impression, whether it is a good impression or a bad one. U have to made that impression first, because somehow the target haves to remember u. So maybe killing the target's parents is a good way, because he/she will remember u for life LOL! ok cold i know.

So how to strike a good impression? I believe being handsome/pretty is the first step, as for guys the eyes is first then the nose LOL! So ladies yea u know how, heh:) then second step will be, either acting or be natural, to be what the target like. Funny is one? sensitive is one, or mature as girls always seems to like mature guys. COME ON what is mature? knowing things? or acting like he is damn mature? I believe mature guys == guy that can act damn well ? LOL. We are mature of course, just that in front of other guy frens our personality comes out. GIRLS always seems to have this bad thinking that, maturity comes with age! sorry maturity comes after guys have many problems and pass them. So stop living in the wrong world, I think i am like more mature than some of the uni guys please. Though i act very goofy, well I will just say, its hard to know the real me, because its influence by the comments other people made about me. Its sad!

Ok lets go to the second step, which is the talking part, because after striking an impression, there have to be a conversation in order to further improve the affection right? So how? i believe asking the number is one for people who are daring, if not! add on fb lor since u so pussy LOL! but i am the pussy kind hahaha... ok how to talk, tsk i believe the talking part its like making a puzzle, u have to put bits and pieces together and if u click, well that will improve, else if u screw up well that will have to see if the target is forgiving. I believe that people have to note that this part is the most crucial, its determines everything, whether the other party is interested in u.

Now we will get into the 3rd step aka dating part, if u are successful in the 2 parts above well, usually u will stand a chance, ok so yea, perhaps this part allow the target to see the true u. I mean they might be con in ur words, at the second part, but well a real thing is a real thing. I think dating always shows something about the target, whether he/she is a hypocrite that always lie, or she is really that angel that is breathing words in ur ears on the phone while u two are talking.

Ok this is kind of a random and useless guide by a man who seems lost in his thoughts LOL! but yea nevertheless hope u are successful in courting ur target, guy or girl i believe in the same, well to some people maybe sincerely works but some actors they just need their skills and words. Some how i hate people who sweet talks alot , because i feel that they are hypocrites. Ok just an opinion, no right or wrong. I hate those sweet talkers so what u going to do about it? LOL. Well perhaps thats the reason I don't have a gf, because i don't sweet talk as well, because Ed= actions not words. I don't understand why words means so much? Is an I love you > i willing to give up everything for u? thats a good question man. Perhaps my dear readers will like to give me their opinion on this? Since i know there are not many readers so yea !!

OK back to my miserable life, not ranting over it, though something so stupid happen today but i will let it past, my mom is a horror movie man!! I decided on something that i decided long ago, i don't know how long i can keep this up, but somehow i feel this is my time! This is the time for me to stand up! stand up to do what i really want. Instead of sitting in front my computer and doing nothing. I want to train hard, to be that person that i watch on tv/video to exceed them! then one day i can look back at my self and tell myself I did it!

Quote of the day("Your Life don't stop after a heartbreak, it heals after it found another reason to live on") FROM ED da master!!!

PS: I not chasing or jioing any girl la stop asking me!! If i am u guys will know de la hiyo

一个很简单的部落格

2010-02-01T13:34:00.000-08:00

我想我很久没有用华文来写字了，突然有了灵感想写出一篇能让人读的一个小小的部落格。我经过了昨天 24 小时在写出我的作业。就想到为什么我要在最后一天才做呢？可是人就这样如果不是最后一天，我也不会有那个想冲的心情。我做完了，我其实有思考。为什么就是不能早一点开始呢？我也是需要自己反省一下，要对我的队友公平。所以我明天我就会开始做。

其实人是一个很奇怪的一个东西，因为我们要等到失去才会想到他真正的价值。就拿我的 wwe 卡来讲，我其实有我最喜欢的一个摔跤对手的整复牌. 我把它弄不见就觉得好可惜啊！我想过如果能在找回来我一定会把它收好。我也用这个例子来提醒大家要好好把东西收好，不然失去的时候就会后悔。不管是人或者是东西，都是一样的！

哇！突然觉得我的华文退步了，我不能像以前的自由发挥。可是讲真的如果我没有再用汉语拼音，我连一句都写不出来。突然想玩我以前的三国游戏，来用赵云然后跑去曹操那里，为他效劳。刘备真是一个有野心没有头脑的人。顺便把五虎将也拿掉，哈哈哈哈真的很好玩的！

好了我也该去睡了！时间不早了，我明天也有课，是考试前的一个练习和复习。

今天的句子（“如果我们把爱情当一个游戏看，如果那个游戏的 game master(你要追的人）不让你玩你也是只能怪自己的运气，因为你没有玩就输了。你也是一个失败者”）

Just felt like blogging!

2010-01-28T03:37:00.001-08:00

Have you all ever wonder how is it that one can act so differently infront of different people? Sometimes I wonder, is it that they have split personality? or is just that they are hypocrites.

Obviously some of them are hypocrites, or perhaps the two-headed-snake that we are so familiar with. Frankly speaking, I won't deny that i do act sometimes in front of people, but of course its just to get out of a wicked/awkward situation. But I have bad acting yea so basically i believe its obvious if u see me acting.

When your life is reaching the 21 point, u will find that most of your "innocent" friends/buddy have changed, better or not i don't know and don't wish to comment on everyone of them. But sadly, most of them changes after their relationship. So its scary, its just like a unstoppable change that makes them different.

Looking at the mirror now, I myself cannot deny that i changed much from primary and secondary school . The changes that i can feel is, Fatter, yea ok i know u all thinking of this so yea fat is number one. Else if u look into the personality factor, maybe just abit more open and random. But i do believe that this randomness helped me made new friends. Ok maybe random is a wrong word, hmm eccentric?

But sometimes i do feel quite sad when your old friends come to you and say things like, wa got new frens liao don't want old one. I believe i am a person who cherish old and long friendship, so even if you are joking, it still pricks me alittle. Plus in the first place is that they don't even have time to go out with me, reason? R/S lo still got what.

So people, stop denying that change is occuring, U can never be the same person you were many years ago. People change after meeting new people, and you you you *pointing around will change. But all i ask is please control the change and not turn into someone that I once known.

Quote of the day("A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself")

Its funny how people protect themselves.

2010-01-26T08:53:00.000-08:00

Yo peeps i back again, for a short update because i have many many assignments so yea just a short one.

So why do i say its funny how people protect themselves? Because when people make mistakes or so, they will usually cover their own ass and say things like, its not my fault, or its something that everybody will do. But at the end of the day, its just seems stupid. Yeap human nature or singapore nature is just so "KIA SU" and "KIA SI". I always think that people who dares to do and admit are heros. And those losers who't don't dare to smoke @ home etc or wrong already, then go like nah its something everybody will do are just losers/poser/jokers. TSK TSK Perhaps my opinion of life is a very decent and straight one. Or its suppose to be like that, only that people who study more and more about human and the mind tends to make their own mind complicated.

So why complicated a simple matter? thats my good question, i don't have much time to think about. SO i will think about it when i am more free and bored of course.

I will talk abit about the quote of the day today which is ("The strongest may not be the winner, but the winner is the strongest") COOL quote, read it up from captain tsubasa. Its so true, because usually the strongest doesn't win all the time. Because there is such a thing as luck and of course the ball is round LOL.

But if i use this quote to talk about human, no matter what a loser to, he cannot change the fact that already happen. He lost, whether there is a reason or so, he lost. So a good motivation to myself is that, i don't want to be the strongest already, because i will only want to be a winner and that the winner is the strongest.

Quote of the day("The strongest may not be the winner, but the winner is the strongest")

What i decided!

2010-01-11T03:59:00.001-08:00

Perhaps the biggest disappointment of the year, its that i cannot predict outcomes. Maybe some people will understand what i mean. Its hard to explain though.

SO far in 2010, frankly speaking i am always trying hard to tell myself, happy 2010, happy 2010. The fact that i know it will never be happy till something drastic happens. Perhaps my family's problems weights 2 heavy on me, that i cannot breath? I mean its been a very long time, i was only 8 when everything happens, and i am going to be 21 this year and guess what, nothing seems to change.

Perhaps travelling is a short-term escape for me though, that i really really enjoy. Yeap so nowadays i am really looking forward to what places i can go after my poly, if possible also can go with my class mates which i am sure, at least we can have some fun together.

Another problem will be going down training 2 morrow again, hmmm some how it just does not seems as carefree as usual for me, but i think i got a target now. at least a bronze in a national competition, something that i had never achieve for like forever. Thanks to a certain somebody for showing me what is determination, and yeap i believe that i will strive to achieve this. First start by studying hard at least, then train hard. Time to redo all the basics in fencing.

I really wonder what is the definition of being evil, or rather what is the definition of good? I always felt that human should nvr stay in the grey sector, but somehow or rather everyone seems to be in there, because people cannot be totally good nor bad. So this is how complicated life is, since people are all in the grey sector, well i just have to be in a darker grey sector then.

Quote of the day(when life gives you lemons, take the lemon and eat it down, so that you can learn and endure) no more lemonades people, just sore and sour, thats learning by the hard way. :)

Bye 2009 Hi 2010

2010-01-05T05:17:00.000-08:00

HI!!!! PEEEPS. Today is a good day to intro myself in a new form, Watashi wa Edwin ng jing nian yao bian 21 le. Reaching 2010, its was a heart-breaking, yet eventful 2009, a good reflection of last year is that, i nvr did any of my resolution. SO U KNOW WHAT, FUK IT 2010 i only will have one resolution, which is not be LAZY, and BE EARLY wahahaha.

Time to emo,

I don't know what is it that makes me so disgusted everything I see u, your actions? or what u said before in 2009? Its a new year yet i am still thinking of the old stuff, but i will say thanks Black berry for its wonderful application call BBM. Because it makes me forget about things and learn more interesting thing. But I just use it to chat la, there is no exterior motive, after all i am a decent person. Guess emoing is something i have to learn to stop doing man.

OK a short update today yea because i got alot of people to talk to now wahahaha.

Quote of the day(“Friends are forever, you might lose them but you'll never forget them.”) ehh i would like to add a best fren in front then it will be a good quote so yea chaozzz happy new year people>!

Stupidity!

2009-11-24T08:14:00.000-08:00

Hi all again, me back to rant!!

Realised my general knowledge about things are quite sucky lol, frankly speaking it always have been this way. I don't really have that interest to go find out things about other country, unless i will be going there or already been there. Thanks da chao for making me realised i need to read up alot on silcon valley if not i go there i don't know what question to ask.

I talk to doomie about motivation, he did tell me something interesting. Motivation is from yourself, he said. But i feel that yea its true, why am i not doing my assignments? why? am i too lazy? actually i feel that, i am not lazy to do. Its just that every time i want to start, i always just get distracted, frankly speaking i think my concentration span only 5 min. I know some maybe laughing and say haha how can be 5 min, but i am not lying perhaps i am hyper-active only when i am alone.

I was blog-hopping some day, and i came to read darren my class mate post, his latest one. U know if darren u are reading i will say i like what u post, because it apply to me also, for people who want to read here you go.

"http://shiny-blue-lurve.blogspot.com/"

I will say that not all apply on me, perhaps just a few lines.

Sometimes i question myself, what and why am i waiting for? at the end of the day, things will just go as expected? The only miracle that happen to me was me having a own room? Sad isn't it? Okay first i will explain why is having a own room a miracle, I can do whatever i like in the room, i can scream and shout, and it lets me day dream. its just nice. The only bad thing is that junks often get push into my room.

So back to it again, what am i waiting for? why am i getting so upset every time i think about it? The fact is that i got through it? but its just like a deep cut, even though i don't feel the pain normally, but every time when i accidentally touch it, it hurts.

Enough of emoing i guess? But only when u emo, then it will make u have more inspiration to write a good post. I guess that was the reason i didn't write any post for the last year, i can say that I was happy.

To my class mate, thanks la I am happy when i in school so don't think 2 much especially eilly. Thats why you don't see me blogging in school LOL. Good luck for assignments i think i need that too heh.

Quote of the day("I don't miss you and you alone; I miss you and me together") I think this quote is great, some times fb do come out with good stuff.

The thoughts!

2009-11-12T10:19:00.000-08:00

I saw davin msn private message though its not complete i still can finish it wahaha, because some one told me that before.

It goes

"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away"

MOMENTS, that took my breath away, i feel that maybe in my life the biggest moment will be, winning my first gold medal in swimming. And maybe other medals also. but i think the greatest one for me now, will be the lost i had, to something that i felt never existed. And yup it didn't just took my breath away, it stops it.

Since its gone, lets stop talking about it also

I realised i like to blog out my thoughts, rather than what happen in my daily life, because i always feel bored reading about people's daily life. So as not to bore my handful amount of reader, i will give them my thoughts of excitement or just simply my boring thoughts.

Today's thoughts will be about losing something, i feel that losing make u improve the most, mentally and physically. Lets just take dota for example,

If u really ask me how many games i played in my life, i really cannot tell because dota is like a cigarette to me in the past. But what i learn from it, teamwork and communication is very important, sometimes having a bad start doesn't mean u will lose the game. I feel myself as an average player, I lost many, won many. I feel that i improved the most in dota is when i keep losing to one of my fren's team, I don't like to feel humiliated by getting trash so bad, therefore after that i did train hard and play hard just to be of a certain standard. I still have average skills but at least able to win more games now.

When i mean train in dota, i really did go train, not just keep playing. I watch replays to study item build, I watch what is the timing for each attacks, i really did do all of that! Crazy? Maybe there are more crazy people. If i ask myself why did i do all of that, I will just say, simply just to win. We all do crazy things to win, but for me, I like winning in a fair way, I don't cheat, try to hack etc.

But after that i realised, dota is best improved as a team, i need to have good friends to team with me in order to be good, but i realised maybe i treat the game too serious in the past, If any of my dota mates are reading this, I would like to say i'm sorry for scolding u all when we play, You guys play this for leisure, but i still scold u all. The reasons that i scold u all, perhaps is more of "i don't like to lose games", and some times i do feel i put in 120% effort in playing but u guys just seems to give up even before we lose. It does irritates me, but at the end of the day, i only blame myself for losing the game, because usually i play the carry(which means the one who is the strongest at the later part) .

I do agree that people play dota for different reasons, maybe for me alone, even if i don't verbally admit it. But the fact that I can like totally own(trash) the game does boost my ego. Perhaps thats the fact that make me talk like i very cocky, and i don't just mean dota, maybe other things also. But the fact is, I am cocky sometimes, but only in the game or to my closer friends. But for friends I just use it as a joke, to strangers, (or people who don't know me well enough) its just my "bad english" that cause me to be this way.

Perhaps this post can allow people who hates dota (Eilly dan or other girls) to understand the mentality of a player who played the game. For my case, i feel that since poly year 2 , I play dota only to play with my friends, maybe girls who don't play it will not understand but its a game that improve friendships. Frankly speaking if I never play dota, i won't know good frens like doomie, xy, peizhi, and many more. As a matter of fact i won't even talk to them, but now they are like gay partners to me lol.

But now after i stop playing dota because of my regrets, I have alot of time to think, this is why I have so many blog post recently lol. So is it a good choice to quit?

"O.Tsubasa is currently injured!" Its a inside thing lol.

Now i guess, instead of spending time on the games that i play in the past, i will use it to do something else. Use it to self-improve and self-educate. To reach that target that i really want to hit, to attain knowledge, wisdom, fitness and last one which i certainly don't have now, Happiness.

Quote of the day("Loving someone is setting them free, letting them go.")Quoted by Kate Winslet

Emo,

2009-11-10T07:32:00.000-08:00

How's life blog, are u lonely? Because i do feel lonely at times, realising that the only listener that will let me rant and scold is it lol. not saying others don't help but still typing do vent alot of stress. Family, school work, relationships.

Its taking a toll off me now? Fencing has been a part of my life for sometime now, but its only seems that i am getting worst and worst each time i fence. OK people may say that, there is no coach but still dropping of standard to this level is almost not edwin-like. Just hope any coach come soon and help me get back in shape, physically and mentally.

nothing much to share about family, relationships only one word, Betrayal or maybe its stupidity. Learned my lesson i guess, perhaps being bad is a better choice than good. I asked myself and other people before, what is the use of being a good guy, u only get off unnoticed. People will just think u are another guy of the block. So perhaps the bad here i mean is not doing evil stuff, just some things i have in mind yea.

I believe most people have been in this situation before, its hard to be a good person giving advice when people obviously don't want to listen. So yea why give the advice, so for example if a friend come ask me, how to quit smoking, now i will just tell him, for what u want to quit? Just smoke and die. Maybe this way, he/she will wake up and stop smoking.

Evil? nope its not evil, rather its tactics to tackle the mind, perhaps girls won't understand( sorry for being sexist) but yea, majority of the gals who read the above line will just think i am pure evil, but if u really think about it. What is the use saying, really ah u want to quit? ok good luck jia you, then tell them do this do that, please i can tell u! they will be motivated for awhile, then slowly lose it. I feel that people remember bad things better, for example people won't remember what good u do to them, they will only remember the bads, so don't deny it lol. We are all human. So just say FUCK OFF GO SMOKE AND DIE, maybe they will hate u and try to prove u wrong? then even though u lose a fren, but u helped him extend his life, this is the bad i mean.

I feel i need to learn many things, so from now on, i think i lost my trust, i won't blindly trust people anymore. Words are cheap, action is what i want now.

Quote of the day("The only difference between a bad guy and a good guy, is that bad guy will gain the credit, the good will only be happy in silence") quoted by ed

This sems!

2009-11-08T06:05:00.000-08:00

This sems of poly did give me alot of weird feelings, maybe its because poly is ending, and NS is coming. Haha maybe this is the feeling shaun is trying to tell me, some how u will feel lost and don't know what to do, u will keep thinking what happen after u go army. I think thats how all ns man felt before going in?

I find it a funny question because all ns guys will ask u, what army guy u want to be, chao geng one or chiong one. It just feels weird trying to answer this question, but i will say that i would rather just let nature take it course.

OK enough about army, Maybe one more feeling is that we are graduating , yea of course we have to pass this sems first heh. So guys lets under our last sems heh.

Quote of the day("A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.")

Hmm after qutting dota

2009-11-02T07:21:00.000-08:00

Sounds funny because i only quit it for 1 week, but yea in a way its a good rest for me. Any reflection? hmm maybe just one

i feel that perhaps take a break from it, can make me feel better both physically and mentally heh. Of course i will be lying if i say i took a break from games as i still play fm and fifa. But its not as time consuming i guess, because i managed newcastle in fm which can be some suck after losing a few games and u don't feel like playing anymore lol.

For fifa perhaps i only challenge real people, so yea i don really play against computer unless i training my set pieces, i want to be a true set piece master heh.

But todays issue is not really about games i guess,

Just when i type this line my mom come nag again haiz!! any body share the same pain as me?

OK back to the topic, its about fate!

I search online for its defination this is what i get

a. The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events.

b. The inevitable events predestined by this force.

2. A final result or consequence; an outcome.

3. Unfavorable destiny; doom.

4. Fates Greek & Roman Mythology The three goddesses, Clotho, Lachesis, and Atropos, who control human destiny. Used with the.

What is predetermines? so is everything predetermine? then y bother study? anyway it seems that everything is already planned out for u ? People keep saying let nature take it course. But can we? Can we just seriously let everything go as per normal?

I don't know what is other people opinion! but my firm answer stand as NO! I really need to go against fate, this is how i passed my family problems, this is why i don't like to lose to people in anything, this is also why i feel so sore always when i lose. Ok this is only to serious stuff, like real competition and stuff not to simple relax competition.

From now on, I need to work hard, I need a change over, not to live that life that i once had, complaining over the smallest of things, get affected by my mom and start giving a stupid no mood face. Last is stop lying to myself, I believe I lied to myself so many times, maybe this is a way to get myself motivated, but I will only do what i think is appropriate.

Thanks for reading and yea good day everybody! I hope i will have one also.

BTW THANKS MS FOR RECOVERING MY HDD! THOUGH IT MAY SEEMS USELESS NW BUT I AM HAPPY AT LEAST TO GET BACK SOME OF MY STUFF INCLUDING SONGS HEH :)

Quote of the day( “Fate is a misconseption, it's only a cover-up for the fact you don't have control over your own life.”)

P.S I got addicted to fang big hole SAN REN YOU! heh

Back! to rant

2009-10-27T08:53:00.001-07:00

HI i am back peeps, just need a space for me to rant, so yea this is what my blog is for at the start.

Many things happen to me this few days, i thought i was able to thought it all through but yea. its not that easy as it seems. I agree that time is something that will heal all, but yea time doesn't pass as fast and i don't want it to pass so fast also. Many things to do many things to say.

One of them is a fren reformating my external harddrive, i will have to say that i don't blame him for doing that, i only blame it on my stupidity about computer to not being able to do simple stuffs like that well. Maybe u all feel what is so important about the hard drive, i will have to say it had something that is very important to me, i don't know whether its important to that person who send it to me, or whether that person remember it. But yea its something that really cheers me up everything i feel down. Something that i felt was really important so i decided to take it and back it up, but it seems like fate only puts me down. But really i don't blame my friend. so don't feel guilty when u read this. i just need to let go

Quote of the day(The toughest man on the outside is the weakest man on the inside)

First day of school!

2009-01-04T18:48:00.001-08:00

YO!!!! GUESS WHOS BACK !! BACK AGAIN!!!

Reflection of 2008 !!

Bryce almost killed a person( LOL STILL CANNOT STOP LAUGHING)
Lost 2 very good comrade!
Family got in a worst state! ( wait it is already very bad)
Gain and lost stuff!!!
Got my license!
Broke my personal speed limit of 160km/h HEH!!(beat that!!! gg don let the tp find out)

Resolution of 2009

Live my life to its fullest!
Stop game for this month of school!
SLIM DOWN!!!!! ARGGGGG EDWIN IS FAT!!! actually rather turn fitter than slim down
Try to be closer to nature
Gain back what i lost!

Quote of the day("Courage and perseverance have a magical talisman, before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish into air.")John Quincy Adams (1767 - 1848)

Hardest is to let go!

2008-08-05T10:28:00.000-07:00

Daniel ! my condolences
I know it is hard for you especially he live with u, perhaps he moved on to a better place. That’s how I consoled myself when my grandfather died not long ago. At least you know about your grandfather. Sometimes I really wonder? Is it that I didn’t spend enough effort? Or is it destiny that I will live my life not knowing what my grandfather was? What he work as? Just even what was his favourite food? I don’t know I just don’t know

Quote of the day("Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.")

Y is a BBQ with dp people fun?

2008-06-30T09:49:00.000-07:00

Well this will be a post with alot of pictures i guess RELAX! and read

FIRSTLY having bbq is

FROM 'YOUKNOWWHO'

AND Full of cool people LOL!! me and my super thick hair acting the super cool du shen post!!

A bunch of Cool dudes with wet feets Group Photo! ok don misunderstand bryce was pulling my hand down!!(LOOK AT BRYCE'S SICK FACE U KNOW HE IS PULLING MY HAND) Bryce u wanna put say la I help u pull!! DANIEL, JEREMY DON'T ANGRY LOL ACT CUTE ALERT!!!!!!!! .. By he whom don wanna be named LOL!! His name got money one so cannot type down need to pay!!
People who have been missing from the latest bbq!!

The former dp strongest women's epee team!! (wait it still is right?)
Our Stick Man AKA H Prince Edward Yeo!! ( DON'T know this photo he looking at which XMM or Tranny) LOL

Mr Xavier chew!! long time no see ! must come down trng talk cock some day!

THE GANGSTER!!! FROM HU's GANG lOl!! look at him torturing our "terrorist" Al hamhan

Last but nt least!! THE AL HAM HAN DREADSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! (DID I SPELL IT CORRECTLY?)

Well really enjoy my time there!! especially the part when one particular guy got drunk!! wait both outing also same person!! who is he? wait let me give u guys a clue

LOL ok CHAO!!! A Goodbye pose by the 3 super "cool" model!!and naz remember next time bbq don't wear jeans LOL!!

Quote of the day("Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.") ~Nathaniel Hawthorne

Family problems again!!

2008-06-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

I know I know y i always blog about my family problems!! y y i ask myself this question alot of times. I don't blame the fact i don have a happy family neither i blame the fact that my mom really nag alot(WHICH MOM DON't?)... But i realise something, I daydream alot! About what is actually the main point!! and that is leaving the house!! I don't think that is alot of people thinking this way! but seriously I AM REALLY UNHAPPY!! Yeap! some people will say y u so irresposible to think this way.. my only answer is that, The life style i am having and what i want is really Heaven and hell distances.

MOM i hope u can read this but i know it is impossible. BUt that u know ur son is tired, can u give him a break? It nt like he will nt do BUt telling him nicely will work at least 10 times better then u start ur ranting? U think i don't want this case to settle ? U THINK I DON WANT? I FUKING HELL WISH IT SOME MUCH IN MY LIFE k? IS JUST THAT U SO STUBBORN , WTF DAD HAS MONEY WHAT U HAVE? WHAAT U HAVE? I TELL U, U ONLY HAVE US IF NT U ALREADY GONE AND GET NOTHING!!!!!!! I REALLY MEAN NOTHING!!! stop being so childish and unreasonable la. TRUE DAD IS IN THE WRONG!("U Think we are nt hurt by it") BUT U KNOW WHAT IS CHANG TONG BU RU DUAN TONG? GIVE in a bit nw and perhaps u will find another kind of happiness , whether i am still there i don know! I am just confused and sad and tired..

Sorri readers. I already tried to be "Happy" and nt be emo!! i just can't la !! Perhaps my blog just make a fine example of a angry kid trying to vent his anger by typing so can destress a bit..! But stresss is stress , i will not do anything stupid!! for that i think people can trust me .. i nt so xiang bu kai de! just very sad

Quote of the day(Franklin D. Roosevelt:
"Happiness is not in the mere possession of money; it lies in the joy of achievement, in the thrill of creative effort.") perhaps nt much of the creative effort mom, just to even let ur child have the chance to be happy!

GF or BROS!!

2008-06-20T09:58:00.000-07:00

OK today is more of a post for guys and maybe gals LOL... talking nosense sia me! okok whatever ok!!

This few days, or rather months i have seen a few cases of Psing bros for gf.. i will nt be naming names but i can give a clues is some twins(Clear enough?) lets see the power of their PS which means pangseh for those who don know la ok!!

Case #1: Younger twin (YT) jioed 2 bros and one class mate to pool.. YT was with class mate all the way from sch to the pool place. I think gf turn up at his(YT's) hse or something, YT told his classmate to go home when his classmate stays at woodlands. Just a call to the bros that was already at the place playing! and already waited for 1 hour for him. He said sorry he cannot come and keep saying sorry! ok seriously what is the use of saying sorri so many times when u already cannot come! it will not make the person feel better i guess!!

got a few cases more but i am really lazy LOL. after training and stuff

so i will enter the main topics is that so whether he is right to do so? After all it was YT that jioed his friend to go play!! So is it right for YT to do so? yea he maybe very sorry but after all after u already hurt someone saying sorry is still nt so useful i guess.

My personal opinion is that once is alright la.. But a few times can be really really very annoying La!! the worst is that i didn't wanted to go and they keep psychoing and stuff finally when i agreed last min come one oh cancel especially when i already out of the hse LOL super ps right.. Sad case

Quote of the day("Fate chooses your relations, you choose your friends.")- Jacques Delille (1738 - 1813) French poet.

Life experience!!

2008-06-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

It is really quite interesting today listening to dennis talk about all his past experience!! hope he didn mind the "aggressive" question i ask today LOL.. perhaps i was just being curious and straightforward just the person i am .. P.S in some situation only!!

I realise that it can be quite funny at times, maybe interesting also just to hear about people's life experience. Perhaps i am just that frog from that well, in need to widen my social circle or hw to say ok nvm....

Ms the Pao! LMAO in what way he is like a pao sia? thin like don know what pai ku wong maybe la LOL..

Quote of the day("Havin sex is different from making love") By Whom he don wanna to be named

"Escape"

2008-06-17T11:30:00.000-07:00

Tired!! all the screamin done by EILLY TAN.. and the scaring of bernard and yx really is funny lmao.. well i still think it would be more fun if the whole class come. instead of thinking in the way escape sucks or wat y don't u guys think ur class mate is there it would be fun. OK i know alot of people have their reasons so alright... there was 8 person only there today but i think all 8 enjoy themself somehw.. ESPECIALLY in that haunted hse LOL.. really is super funny and stuff..

Another outing i hope is on it way.. BTW y that stupid teacher always mail stupid things one LOL.. say wat people who fail WT or pass wt.. make me thought i am those few who fail sia.. but i saw the common test paper guide then i think i also xiong duo ji shao ba..

RANDOM PICS!!!!

Y is this pic cool, because it is our team "H" photo perhaps still nt that complete. But i guess this team cannot be like the past that fun anymore, because of "not interested" this 2 words .. remember those times when we fight so hard for something !! all the time we spend walkin about clementi doing stupid things!! memories!!

Quote of the day("Are you bored with life? Then throw yourself into some work you believe in with all your heart, live for it, die for it, and you will find happiness that you had thought could never be yours.") by Audrey Hepburn this quote is abit for yuehern my H bro..

The day before the Battle!

2008-06-01T11:55:00.000-07:00

OH The man is leading his troops to fight the army of the CT's already lost half the battle due to the lack of preparation, but he will nt back off BECAUSE THERE IS NO RETREAT ONLY TO CHIONGGGGG AHHHHHHHHH!!

Well i guess this is what stress does to people LOL!! Well good luck people for ur on coming CT's!! Hope lady luck is on my side for all my papers!!

Quote of the day("The Hardest yet easiest word to say is Sorry")

Common test revision?

2008-05-31T11:15:00.000-07:00

OMG I NEED HELP!!.. SO DEAD LA.. i cannot sit still to just study! WHY some people just can sit there to study for so many hrs !! just nt me SAD SAD.. i think i better start this habit of studyin LOL come on ed u can do it!!

Quote of the day("Be like the turtle, take 1 step at a time and i will win the rabbit(CT)")

wassup it is the man again!!

2008-05-30T11:27:00.000-07:00

Whining, NAGGING, SUSPECTING, HIYA.. Mom seriously u really need to chill. Ur children cannot take it anymore. It is kind of a chain effect .. because when my mom nag at me , i will nag at my frens then maybe if my frens find me irritating they will nag at their frens and on and on and on .. HIYA !!

been reading alot of dieting and training stuffs lol but nvr really read in detail just simply glance through because it is "one hell of a wordy" LMAO.. just realise i am like almost 10 kg to get healthy bmi zzz..hiya ed ed becoming very fat lol.. must be due to the coming CT's burning some midnight oil and keep eating to keep myself away..

But i realise i don really understand what i am reading man.. eh 2w04 somebody save me?LOL well first paper is on monday DB, which means "DEAD BOI" LOL dead boi lmao only for me i guess the rest of my class seems confident especially YX LOL study study study ah.. still got alot of silent killers like BERNARD LMAO .. like gong gong suddenly come out one AD lol.. sad sad ok man time to go back to my room and try to read if nt i really GG le.

Mixed Feeling!

2008-05-26T10:36:00.000-07:00

1.37 am nw and i just heard about my fren's fren traffic accident. Well frens that can drive seriously drive safely. It is very sudden. Maybe because i lost my uncle the same way so i have a very sad feeling when i heard about this. People who wanna read more about this article can go to this link >>http://www.xin.sg/article.php?article=19072&category=75 It is in chinese so those who cannot read don't bother clickin i guess.

Quote of the day("Life is very short, Live Life to the fullest everyday and leave no regrets")

Tired yet shiok!!

2008-05-15T10:14:00.000-07:00

Y does training will always have this sense of shiokness LOL.. but study don have.. maybe only after the exams when u see ur grades..so actually the best marathon runners are those who can study. Perhaps i am just lazy ba?

Well perhaps looking at things at different angles tend to make things look different so i need to look at the angle that will make me pass my common test with at least OK grades .. So people i need some motivation.. pls encourge me to study LOL..

Quote of the day(Laziness is nt a behaviour, it is a habit) sounds bit wrong ah but i ownself create one so nvm LOL

Working hard!!

2008-05-12T11:33:00.000-07:00

WAZZUP PEOPLE... but i still wonder anybody still read this blog? LOL after all it has been a while since i last update it lol..

Why i haven been updating? hmm actually i don really know y? Perhaps lazyness is still the main factor.

Well i think it is a common thing to comment hw bad is my english when i write this blog, but seriously i think that is the funny thing about my blog? laughing at my english LOL.. so pls try to understand what i writing.. or rather typing ? because if i write then it will be a different thing LOL...

MR ACT CUTE ALERT!!! LMAO

Just a random photo, Nt bad la bryce actually it looks more like u are constipated LMAO, Poor deirdre clueless of the crazy person behind her still can smile? LMAO

OK backtracking 2 much already back to my flex!! VB VB VB!! so sian

Quote of the day(I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.) so cool right
i think that y darren put on his PM.. but very meaningful though shows u that failure doesn mean that u didn do anything LMAO..

FSC!!

2008-01-27T09:05:00.000-08:00

Lost to Weiwen in the round of 16 badly zz LOL ok time to train harder 15-6 is like geting trash to the max LOL but nvm quite happy though did quite ok in my poules i guess execpt for the fact of losing to harry 5-2 and samson 5-4 when i was leading 4-2? OMGoSH well congrats to all the winners and no prize presentation today LOL.. only a short one done by weiwen which is quite funny LOL...

Quote of the day("True friends stab u in the front")

Worst movie?

2008-01-19T07:22:00.000-08:00

Wah today i went to je to meet evelyn. ellyn and bryce to watch movie as something like a celebration for evelyn birthday. we watch some clobberfield movie wah sucks like shit LOL wat u get in return for ur 9 dollars is headache and some digusting scenes .. see the monster have some pink tumour on the head maybe thats y it is crazy ..

OK ed pls don nw get lazy nw ur work is only half done.. LOL congrats to jay for passing his driving forget to post it LOL.. u make me jealous though LOL first time pass 10 marks gosu ok perhaps nt as good as ben but ben is crazy LOL

Quote of the day("Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.")

-- Ralph Waldo Emerson

THE MAN HAD JUST QUITTED DOTA (for a while)

2008-01-18T08:03:00.000-08:00

Well nt that i am sick of the game.. just that alot of stuffs to do ba lol.. so better stop a while 2 addictive liao .. it has became a drug to me... ok will play after my exams ba which will take place after chinese new year LOL..

hmm i have alot of programming to do :( sianz.. bored like don know wat need to read the java scripts then need to do vb interface.. totally shagzz lol oh holy moley give me some strength to continute moving pls thanks LOL

Quote of the day("Only when u sweat then u can be one with ur shirt")

Open house?

2008-01-17T02:55:00.000-08:00

LOL i got my np open house shirt wahhaha shiok baby... lol work for 2 sesssion just for that shirt actually it is really slack though maybe because of the timing i took.. i was simply just " hello!! do u wanna play game?" lol they all sure walk away maybe they think i pervert or something play some weird games LOL..

hmm what else do we get after the shirt? money? LOL heard got 10 bucks pls give thanks LOL after all i did it for the "cca points" LOL

i took taxi down to BBDC after the open hse for driving practical lesson.. ok it was fun lol.. because the instructor was full of praises for me WAHAHAH.. keep sayin my circult was good and confident then i reply in a humble manner " no la haha.. stil louya" actually in my heart i was like OF COURSe lA I ED LE LOL... jokingzz

So after this week it is going to be rough for me guess won't be blogging for awhile again or maybe i will lets see if i get some feeling to write heh..

Quote of the day("Confidence is good yet over confident is not good")

An old gathering..

2008-01-07T07:15:00.000-08:00

Just came back from queensway after talking with 2 of my longest known frens lol. gab and vic. realise we alot of "memories" to talk about heh.. Both of them going army this year wat a sad thing man..

Actually y most people treat their frens better then family? i was thinking about it during the long bus ride home.. hmm?? True frens like those i have only will encourage u to do what u think u are right. When they see u stray in the wrong path they will try to make u feel that u are on a wrong path and try to wake u up. Even if they fail they will still treat u as a fren. Thats wat friends are for..

While family for me only cause a burden lol i sound so unfilial.. Not saying i don't love my family.. seriously i do love them more than anything. It's just that parents should really learn how to make their kids feel proud to have u as parents. Nt making a bad example for ur kids to grow up and become like this, like me.. luckly i had good frens if nt for them maybe perhaps i would grow up in a different way becoming a total different person.

Quote of the day("To forgive is to forget")

my 2007

2008-01-05T09:56:00.000-08:00

hmm happy 2008 everybody.. i know all my chinese frens out there is looking forward to the chinese new year wahahah.. ang bao coming and all the gambling that will go on haha.. lets reflect on those good's and bad's of 2007

The good's hmmm hard really hard LOL.. finally grad from tanglin and got into poly and have such a good class such as 1w04 good class mates, sis came back? this one got good and bad LOL.. learned driving and tp coming soon got a few achievement in fencing i guess in team events though..

The bad's having to keep getting nag by mom all day long more and more ridiculous nags lol like i and my sis are drugs addict and i becoming gay and stuff hiya LOL get a life mom seriously.. it nt like i and my sis are kids i am already 18? have faith in me? LOL if i was to become bad i had already become along time ago.. hmm wat others maybe bad results? lol must get better one then ok people i am tired lets slp LOL

Quote of the day(To get love or to be loved)

Learn hw to play a guitar..

2007-12-15T12:21:00.000-08:00

COMMON TEST IS OFFICIALLY OVER

but i am nt happy though nothing much to be happy about i guess because i didn do well for the papers..

SAD wat can i do!! didn study hard for the common test guess it is time to suffer the consequences ba !! hiya next half sems better work hard lo! don wanna fall so far behind man ..

2 morrow is Man utd vs liverpool .. watch out liverpool u don wanna get trash badly by the red devils LOL.. hmm but nt sure whether i can watch 2 morrow .. very sian because i have to attend fren's birthday.. NT saying the fren birthday is sian but just that i have to ps them halfway as fren coming my hse so sad..

i wanna learn to play a guitar man LOL.. think it is quite cool ba.. quite pain though .. when u hold the strings pain man lol.. oh my sis teach me hw to play.. actually she also noob noob de lol but people taught her hw to play in aus so she just teach me hw to play a simple song like howie day collide..quite cool ba learn hw to play haha.

ok 2 morrow will be a busy day for me, i better go and slp nw wahaha good night everybody..

Quote of the day( "First we form habits, then they form us. Conquer your bad habits or they will conquer you." )
Rob Gilbert

nice quote.. some how i seems to be the one getting taken over by my bad habits..

EXAMS..

2007-12-10T06:31:00.000-08:00

TIRED MAN Y SO MUCH EXAMS? LOL actually it is common test la.. but like exam like that.. hmm today was my first paper, MU. i don't think i did a very good job for it but still hope can get at least a B ba lol so will nt look so bad when i get the paper back..

2 morrow is NF and i haven really cover all the subjects omg? LOL nvm ba go there and anyhw maybe i throw dice LOL.. see ba MCQ GIVE ME LUCK..

Quote of the day(Sometimes the wildest dreams can come true)

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2007-12-09T05:01:00.000-08:00

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First time blogging in sch!!

2007-11-28T17:50:00.000-08:00

SO bored..Having oop nw. but i don seems to be able to pay attention... is it the teachers fault or it's just me.. but i see the scholars in my class they like doing their own stuff only? hmm especially yi xiang that idiot LOL..

Wanna use this post to apologies to Berenice, Terrence , Jun liang and that idiot.. for not doing anything for the mu ok promise won so slack.. actually i wanted to do at sch but didn realise that the yixiang done everything already.. feel i am so useless zzz..

Basketball mania for 1w04 with darren as its key member that 180 crazy height don have to jump to catch rebound is damn scary LOL... val the hidden talent in basket ball. which can be describle as my quote of the day later.. OK post something else later nw have to start tutorial zz..

Quote of the day(Never judge its books by its cover)don know i used this quote before anot LOL? nvm it is a good quote

Exercise day..

2007-11-27T07:41:00.000-08:00

Hmm woke up at 8 today...just to realise i am already super super super late for snw LOL maybe nt so many super though. but i got the bo chap mood.. don know y? hmm then after 5 min of considering still wanna go anot? IT RAIN lol.. so of couse the final answer is nt to go LOL... but i still went for cats .. another assignment super stress sia LOL...

Then i go back home and go back sch again for tennis.. damn super regret sia play with the advance people.. it is like not fun LOL.. nt whether they good or louya just like boring maybe because i don know them.. SHIT MAN should had played with all my class mates.. sorri man people i psed u all LOl next time if i make up i sure play with u all..

YI XIANG then Qie with me 1v1 basketball sia LOL.. nt being a good basketball player myself of course was losing to him at the start.. but don know whether is i tyco or he tired of 2 hrs of playing then he nvr mark properly one BOOO LOL... next time when u got energy then we qie again.. call 1w04 people to play then LOL since i got this basket ball at home nvr use one machaim take and use better LOL but this ball sucks though super bouncy LOL... nvm la hor since u all so skill it is ok LOL...

Then finally it is fencing.. haha firstly VAL if u reading this.. it is nt call fence .. it is called a blade LOL... u keep saying fence machiam i construction worker LOL.. heh nothing really much just that zihao is back and the 2 of prcs people came down omg? lol since they are having camp at their sch i thought they won come LOL xav some more haha ok ba nice people..

Quote of the day(Imagination is more important than knowledge)

busy busy busy!

2007-11-25T09:48:00.000-08:00

hw busy i am? lol as busy as the ants i guess working all day.. hmm maybe is because of poor time management? next week will be a busy week as i will be home after 6 everyday i guess? Monday got this IS talk then need to do mu project.. then tuesday is cats wed is unknown thursday is driving. my first auto autocar lesson wahahaha.. friday i got some dumb thing to do..

Sis just came back from Aus .. then she just went shanghai today... zzz super envy her LOl can travel around.. hmm i didn go anyother country except malaysia? omg lol for i think 7 year? but nvm ba at least she getting stuff for me so nt so bad..

Working this 2 days at spag is surprisingly busy.. maybe because X'mas coming or maybe there is this set dinner thing LOL.. which is quite funny though because the price is about the same just that it comes in a set so people got con by it LOl.. only some smart few went to count the actual price and realise that it is about the smae just give one more coffee or tea free heh..

sorri for nt blogging so long perhaps i will manage my time better and try to blog ..

oh ya prc people enjoy ur camp LOL maybe i will go down on sat just to go see hw gay the compy is HEH..

Quote of the day(Live a life that even the immortals and god will be envy of u)

New skin again LOL...

2007-10-21T10:12:00.000-07:00

Well this skin like alot of meaning to me .. SET ME FREE.. thats what everybody want right LOL... well i do hope to be independent though but just very lazy lol.. ALL the problem pls leave me and faster get settle by itself sobss...

Losing in fencing isn the worst thing for me... the worst thing to me i guess is to tolerate pop lectures.. well it true ba, hmm i don have talent in alot of things.. low iq i guess.. bad natural fitness.. sometimes i just hope to be normal but to think of it i am already normal... perhaps just to normal to even be notice?

it was always unfair to be born into a unhappy family... but well whats past have to be buried isn't it? Y am i still pondering over the past? i just can't move on.. i know it myself.. people always say luck is something that is always nt on ur side.. well i know of my very bad luck.. at least it is fortunate that it doesn't affect those who are closes to me..

I nt being emo though.. just want people to know what i think.. the ed u guys know is always happy don worri!!.. well maybe it is a good way to cover all the sadness inside of me... Happy to have good frens that will listen to me nag.. sorri maybe sometimes i nag to much!! but the true is.. i seriously hate nagging .. well from my mom!! LOL .. i guess no body can tolerate naggin from parents? errm well for me it is just my mom...

Quote of the day(Freedom is nothing else but a chance to be better.)

jay chou new song

2007-10-19T11:56:00.000-07:00

OMFG LOL.. it sound damn weird LOL wait tilll u guys get to listen to it.. some cow boy music lol..

well i expected better ba haha.. but nvm nwadays celebrity have to try new ways to make them famous isn't it? just like shaving botak also one style LOL...

hmm Sch nwadays are just so bored.. i am like so addicted to nfs most wanted lol... don know y.. the teachers failed to get my attention.Yawnzz nw it is 3 am and i have a compy 2 morrow but i can't slp i guess sobs.. lol 2 morrow sure kanna scolding by pop.. Y U NVR COME TRAINING LOl... than when i lose he will give the disappointed face again!! sobs...

well good luck to all of dp fencers for 2 morrow...

Quote of the day(After the first time, People changed)

Hw good is my driving?

2007-10-05T11:37:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody.. lol sounds weird okok.. i think most people know that i learned driving.. but don know hw good i am hah..maybe after reading this post u will nt wanna sit in my car LOL.. damn dangerous baby..

First is my reaction.. i realise i can be quite slow sometimes EVEN SLOWER THAN EDWARD lol.. ok i am very bad haha.. than of course, when i start thinking of things, my mind will shut down for a few second.. very bad .. that time it shut down and i flew over a hump LOL.. i nvr slow down haha ..

Second is my skills.. well most of the instructor say the same thing to me.. about my clutch.. .. i have really bad clutch control LOL and i cannot control my car in low speed. i am 2 used to speeding so i cannot do very sharp turns LOL.. oh ya btw ... melvin loy got a driving licence OMG LOL.. he just told me today i was so shocked. hmm will u wanna sit in melvin loy car? LOL just imagine haha.. ARGGGGGGGG while driving LOL.. okok don so bad .. back to the topic. ah ya i haven learned hw to park a car properly.. well lets see whether i will improve..

Quote of the day(It is better to married young? or getting married old)

ed == unlucky today?

2007-09-30T12:15:00.000-07:00

hiya stupid man today!! it was a stupid day after alll.. it is the stupiest day LOL.. y did i said that? hmm because i woke up super late today.. and i had to take cab to bbdc for lessons.. and bloody hell i waited 15 min in the hot sun for the cab... and another 9 dollars gone.. lucky wasn't late if nt super sianzzz...

After lesson.. i realise i haven bought concession for my ez link and it has no money in it.. wth right sianzzz than had to pay 130 all the way back home from 188 and 188 is packed.. had to stand omg... zzz super tired legs.. after reachin home i realise i need to work today..even worst lol..

at work.. IT SLAMED OMG>.. lol slamed means full hse but only for a short while.. i realise that our spag is very vulnerable when slam because no body will clear plates and set tables for new people to come thats y we usually no customers omg...got this bitch i think from middle east take order like cb make me super du lan and very messy also.. i realise i keep stuttering this few days don know y .. hmm does lack of sleep cause this? or my tongue getting shorter? lol stupi la damn angry that ends a very unhappy day..

Quote of the day(The end of everything is always goodbye)

Holidays!!

2007-09-28T12:29:00.000-07:00

Y is 2 months of holidays so fun..hmm well we go out everyday heh.. like what i do in most of the holidays.. than i can go training also.. ok i know people will say training is such a drag.. but i like it as it does make me tired and keep a work out to keep myself in shape as i eat so much zzz..

DOTA DOTA DOTA.. played almost everyday and i don get bored.. well maybe because no mather hw much i play i am still noob. But of course i am no gamer so suck at playing games is nothing to me... but joe said something that hmm some hw affected me in a way.. he said..i think some time to recall wait.. hmm hmmm hmm hmm ohh ya he said i no life because .. wat i do is game, fencing , work.. but i realise the only thing he have is gf? lol but 2 be honest his gf really treat him very nice.. can u imagine everyday 9 am reach joe's hse .. somemore the gf stay at yishun omg.. lol super far away.. well respest ba i think haha.. i cannot do that de.. well thats his luck haha get a good gal.. while for me still far away i guess..

Quote of the day(Stronger than yesterday)

First practical lesson..

2007-09-19T04:23:00.000-07:00

OMG.. i woke up at 10.15 today when i am suppose to reach bbdc at like 9.30 haha.. First practical only i late wtf right .. edwin = late god man.. I reached there at 10.45 which is already 1 hrs late haha.. than i so pai seh faster go ask the information what to do... than she first say errm i think cannot already.. than i was thinking OMG $$60 dollars to the drain man omg...than i was like ohh.. lucky she suddenly repeat herself and say theory lesson cannot late.. than i was like ...... haha!! i told her i practical than she ask me to go find the instructor haha..

well when i first saw my instructor i was like wth already.. i already late he still tell me to wait for him to wash his HANDS? than he took like 5 min to do so wah lao... waste money man... but lucky he took only a while to explain everything and teach me hw to start a car and reverse a car.. wah lao starting a car is a killer.. manipulating the clutch is so hard and controling the acceleration is also very hard... well i slow learner i guess.. take so long to learn haha...

Than after that first lesson .. i was already bit tired.. maybe due to the late nights that i spend haha... well the second lesson.. i only did driving around the circult round and round and round and round and round omg..damn tiring the leg numb man haha.. well it is a new experience after all..

wah my time table come out le .. omg sianzz it is nt nice haha almost the same like the old one.. i hate 2 hrs break man seriously it is a waste of time.. 2 hrs in sch do nothing? stupid man LOL well nvm it is still fun to stay with my 1w04 class mates heh hope they feel the same? okok see u guys soon alright?

New bike

2007-08-18T11:31:00.000-07:00

Yea!! got new bike liao, bicycle la not motorbike. Well i always wanted a bike for myself since i don have a personal bike since my old one spoiled sobs.. but this one way cooler i think ? but the colour a little ohpiang lol lime green? lol so striking man cannot take it people like me suits dull colour which matches my dull personality LOL..

I also enrolled into bukit batok driving centre but i am not a private student lol i learn from sch heard it is more expensive but come to think of it, it is faster and more efficient to learn from sch i guess hmm am i right? LOL don know la but just pay more lo don care la if i pass nothing else matters OK hope i pass so i can drive before new year next year can drive my mom around to go take hong bao WOHOO lol wait what about the car? LOL don know ba see how ..

And wah lao tss nwadays so hot ah lol old classmates of mine vs their new classmates lol nice?heh good job people making life in tss more fun i guess. Will hear more about our mr kin lam vs some gal name jena i don know who.

Quote of the day(The ball is round)

THANKS CHIKY

2007-08-17T02:11:00.000-07:00

Whos Chik?lol some cool dude from spag man look at his photo

Hmm when did i take this photo cannot remember liao but look cook right? must thank him for giving me so much movies i think at least 20 and all is good quality LOL muahaha don think dirty la normal movies HEH.. well errm first things first can u guys guess his age? LOL i remember when he first tell me his age i was like wtf LOL... still remember that time long long ago.. well give u guys a clue he finish his ns already lol and he works as a chef those gangster chef la of course that only appears in anime like one piece muahaha.

alright thats all man LOL..

Quote of the day(The enemy of my enemy is my friend)

Wazzup People

2007-08-13T01:23:00.000-07:00

Holidaysssssssss hurray!! seriously love holidays because i don need to wake up early in the morning to go sch well as least nt that early compared to the last time .. WAHAHAHAHAHA and the best thing is that i have no exams so my holidays start super early can lol it starts today muahahaha people from business course who have more exams SONG BO !! lol

but i will be working alot this few weeks since everybody haven got their holiday i will chiong lol holiday all is a good time to earn some money . but earning money at spags is like so impossible? is there any it shows that hired people for 7 d/hr ? i wan sia lol i don mind working 1 week non stop for it. If they want me to work for 12 hrs therefore is 7 * 12 = 84 a day omfg 84 * 6 = 504 == to one fie jacket already lol one week. but i will skip training sian.. lol so fat liao better don skip .

ALRIGHT TIME TO GO TO WORK BYE GUYS I WILL BE TRAINING 2 morrow

Assignments!!

2007-07-24T10:19:00.000-07:00

OMG .. Assignments again..lol. Just when i am finally done with FSP BASIC.. here come stupid ima lol. WASTE OF TIME LA MAKE WEBBY CAN U JUST TAKE MY BLOG INSTEAD LOL..

Training today, wasn't really tiring maybe because we nvr do the 200 sit ups and 50 fletches? lol well it is still alright i guess since another waste time compy is coming so i will have to train hard in order nt to pull down my team like the last time.. SOBS.

Hmm maybe it is true that i am thinking of you nw. you == somebody that i am nt close with someone that i don even know well? Why like that ? I don understnad i guess well tired le. GO SLP night allz

Quote of the day(when you tried your best, there is no such thing as failure)Kope from davin i super lazy to think of new quotes LOL..

My 18'th birthday!

2007-07-22T09:04:00.000-07:00

Sadly it wasn't as fun as i think it would be.. at least the day before was more fun as i saw many strange things..

21-july-2007: I we went out with my fren jason.. he just came back from denmark though. used to be my neighbour and stuff but after a short while he run back to denmark lol. nw super like angmo already even the appearance, ascent well.. ang mo is ang mo i guess just going back to his old self . We went to alot of places but the most strange thing happen when we go to sit the dhl balloon the big balloon than is near bugis .. We saw this really crazy ang mo women who is drunk i guess from the way she speak.. many digusting behaviour include taking her top off to take photo in a super sick way of posing with the bf.. and on top of the balloon the same thing happen and she took her top off and threw it down lol and they like making porn movie with clothes on like that.. i really pity the kids i guess LOL..

Than we went to taka. there was a food fair there but by the time we go there alot of shop have already closed so we get to eat some tibits only lol but still it take quite good i guess ... than when we were heading for the exit and going up the escalator lol we saw this 2 people quarelling shouting their head off, alot of the f word lol common i guess.. and the most important of them all is that the guy is gay gay de and the gal is some mid age women.. around 40++ the aunty infront of us say the gal say the guy molested her LOL thats y but we bo chap i guess LOL at least it was something interesting..

22-July-07: my birthday man LOl drink some alohol during the mid night and realise i can slp well after drinking them.. i am nt a good drinker i guess after one breezer my face red lol but i still feel sober maybe because i am tired after all sat got training somemore we walk alot in orchard keep walking from bugis to funan very far cannot tahan lol next time don wanna walk le and ..

While around 11 i went to vivo with my mom to this chinese restaurent lol.. errm it was okok only i guess but the cost is seriously expensive la 2.. it is true that we ordered alot .. it is my mom who is always kiasu la cannot tahan .. but still our price is 100 pluss omfg LOl super expensive .. than i went out with jay jul and xiang .. well the boring part is here i guess.. i today only wanted to watch a movie as because i have a damn sore throat after eating the food lol heaty la .. harry potter.. hmm well it isn't as nice as i thought it would be so terrence tian u are right it isn up to expection just like spiderman 3 lOL but rush hour seems damn nice who wanna go watch together.. 1w04? fencing buddy? old brothers? lol must think who to ask liao well see who ask me out first ba okok tired liao this week must chiong ahhhh...

Quote of the day(If i gather the courage to tell you i like u, my fear of your rejection will increase)

Hmm i am different in sch from when i am fencing

2007-07-11T10:48:00.001-07:00

alright y do i say this.. i realise in school nwadays i tend to be really tired and quiet somehow , perhaps not so quiet to people like terence lol and i often shout due to excitement in killing people in cs muahahaha, 2 say the truth, if u willing to talk to me in sch i still reply u perhaps i have the sian face, but i am still very keen to help alright, so 1w04 any question can ask me i will help if i can of course i nt superman, for modules i think is better to ask terence, he more PRO lol..

while in fencing i am very noisy i guess lol..!! high and enthu all the time, some time i will get very tense so i will be worst lOl, but believe me i don really wanna be like that my self-control level is very low i guess alright.

ok nw to character, why i suddenly getting more and more superstitious seh lol.. must be influence by my mom? lol perhaps it is something to do with my horoscope ba CANCER? LOL. I remember when i was young , my mom tell me i was cancer, i hear wrongly than i thought i got cancer than i almost wanted to cry LOl.. but that was when i was around k2 still was a sickly and a cry baby i guess.. Change alot from then.

OMG la nw i become fatter BY 1 KG omg 1KG OF FATS CAN U IMAGINE IN MY BODY wah buey tahan must go run often liao. Go poly become fatter , stupid gary always go eat yong tofu LOL influence me.. heh joke ah gary don angry wor MUAHAHA.. hiya but still must slim down 70 kg here i come LOL give me 2 months, with this new epee coach i guess i will slim down during this 2 month kambatei..

Quote of the day(Destiny is a path for the weak, and a choice for the kings) 100% original from edwin tiny brain LOL.

Hmm i am different in sch from when i am fencing

2007-07-11T10:48:00.000-07:00

Tired but will keep on fighting!!

2007-07-03T11:22:00.000-07:00

hiya 3 out of my 4 subject i got a B that is already very sian.... but still happy, at least i got an A for my bs(business staticstic) which is quite good already lol after all i nvr take A maths before.

Alot of projects deadline coming up iac and 1comt both have one coming up so must rush to finish all this stuff i guess. The worst problem is nt about the projects but about my work sianzz. After this first 2 week of both cos and fsp lecture i like don understand anything . thats explains y i got a B i guess.

POLY LIFE == SLACK? FALSE

LOL programing text should be easy to understand ba don understand just tell me in my chatterbox i will explain to u lol, but i think all should understand unless u primary sch kid omg i think primary sch kid also understand. STRESS MUST FIND A GOOD WAY TO RELIEVE STRESS.

MORE FENCING I GUESS, SCORE good points and win HEH.. FSI COMING hope to at least pass the first round and get to direct elimination man . COME ON!! AND DON LOSE TO SINGAPORE FENCERS LOL sianzz alright thats the end i guess..HOPE MY FINAL TEST DON GET C lol.

Quote of the day(There is always a better one, no one is at the top forever, we can only ensure that we don't drop)

One down 3 to go.

2007-06-04T05:06:00.000-07:00

Very sad Very sad. y because the test today was average, so i think a b ba at least better than the C that i was expecting lol, see some of my frens really confident especially that wei jie who say his mcq 100% correct basket, this kind of people always make me stress basket lol.

Go sch early in the morning just to try to study but of course i can't but at least there are frens there that at least let me clear my doubt about the 2nd complement alright 2 morrow is programming so must chiong ah get a A+ or A muahaha if possible la.

Quote of the day(Keep on striving for success)

a feeling

2007-05-29T10:22:00.000-07:00

What is this feeling? When i see that person i will just smile and be happy. When i think of that person, everything of that person seems so perfect. That person smile alone is enough to melt my heart and leave me stunned. What is this feeling guys?

Is this the feeling of love or is this the feeling of perfection,

Quote of the day(If all angels are good and devil are bad, why do people still wanna be the devils)

SUPER BUSY..

2007-05-26T10:12:00.000-07:00

Y is it that only me get very busy during poly life? Is it just me , or is it really that i have alot of activity and stuff? Time is very limited for me sad..Must know hw to plan my time well already. I have many things to do now, i wanna be very fit. Why with the sudden thought of wanting to be fit? It is because of this variety show lol.. "wo chai" ehh the Chinese variety show that is hosted by she and wu zong xian. they show those body builders la.. omfg lol but they don look very big in size.. just very normal and errm nice? lol i nt gay btw.

Alright don't talk about muscles, lets say about what has happen around me except for time being very important. I got a few louya grades sobs, hmm nvm i learned alot of new technique of hw to write a powerful report and i cannot share LOL but i think everybody know already say also no use. Who will wanna learn hw to write a report from a person who get c6 for English lol nvm ba it is a sad world like i always said.

Quote of the day(Perhaps you always wonder why i will always look at you)

Beach training at sentosa.

2007-05-15T08:59:00.001-07:00

What a Sunday ,it really change my life ,y do i say this way. Imagine jogging in the beach when everyone else is going there enjoying playing volleyball see chio bus with bikinis or perhaps just slacking and sun tanning in the beach slowly enjoying the gentle breeze or watching the wave pass by so nice.

SO i jog lol with errm zihao , naz and bryce hmm see all the ah beng keep kping quite irritating damn.. don know y . but doing footworking and physical in the sand really tiring man lol no wonder prcs wanna go sentosa for training maybe nxt time i become coach i also do the same lol super tiring la nw my calf still pain. i got sick after that and cannot go for the project because of stomach aches and headahce sorri dudes i will nt ps 2 morrow confirm. this sunday another day of beach training ba i guess lol..

Quote of the day(Time and tide waits for no man)

A maths?

2007-04-26T21:19:00.000-07:00

Waaaaaaaa... joe nw i feel ur pain la lol , super tiring and stressful and still don know what the teacher is teaching about .. nevermind i must perserver become another edward keep studying and studying till pro LOl... i must strive for 4 for gpa just do it man lol..

After a week of serious lesson i realise that i only like programming and ima lol this 2 easy le but after all that is only the basic i guess programming will get harder and harder and maybe other hard subject will become easier who knows heh.. tired and shag and later still got the variety show thing lol super scare la after all i have stage frights lol.. nvm la will kambatei i guess gogo jia you.

Quote of the day(Would u rather have someone u love or love someone that love u)

Words From a Old boy

2007-04-19T08:27:00.000-07:00

YO... Today was another common day where we were stuck in class trying to finish our basic it skills? lol actually it is nt that i don wanna continue on errrm making it nicer but that i am just , lazy and i don't wanna add new points to it little bit waste of time..So spend whole day at sch play nba lol..

After everything we went for this talk, it was from this old boy of ngee ann talk. IT was really interesting man. The talk was really funny and the guys is a super joker lol.. But the talk really give me alot of motivation and stuff it is just me to be affected by nice quote and stuff because it really motivates me alot and stuff . He ask a few question that make me stunned. The first question is "who are u" yup it is a good question "who am i" just "who am i " i just cannot answer that i thought about many answer for the question just weird. Perhaps i am just the normal and ordinary man and stuff.

The second question is wat is success to you, i guess i am among those normal people that thinks success is earning big bucks having a family. It is very common nw for me as i didn't really think of other stuff. Wat is success? another question 2 ponder over.

What he say, was true i guess in my heart, at least the final quote is very meaningful it was one of those quote that when we were young , teachers were trying to teach us it will be in the quote of the day..heh nothing much left to say just that i will work hard..kanbatei

Quote of the day(2 morrow never comes, Don wait for tomorrow for wat u can do today)

Noob,Freshman,Freshie,First day..

2007-04-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

Shocking lol.. i didn't realise that times passes so fast can lol it is the third day of sch already wait just passed second day going to the 3rd one though.. tired la lol must work hard though.. 2 morrow i think will be my first serious lesson in sch just hope that sch will be nice and i will be attentive about the whole lesson..quite hard though need to spend errm i think 7 hrs in class shiok first time experience i guess in a air con room lol need to bring jacket liao later very cold in class.. first poly serious lesson hw will it be good anot hmmm hope it is good..

ArHHHH cca cca cca y always must have this thing la so irritating lol... it is like a compulsory to join man hiya hope i can join external cca ba.. i still wanna fence for dp though lol.. sian need to pay more liao because i fencing for dp nt sch anymore sobs.. hmm anyone haves any ideas wat cca is good for me 2 train my body and i will nt slack and it is nt tiring lol..hard 2 find one i guess.
Fulsao sounds good but soccer like so errrm, common lo it is so commoon that if u join and be well in it. It is nothing special lol because there will be so many more people that are better than u la.. i just hope to do my part as a team.. but i am nt a good team member always pulling my team down just like myself in fencing ... hiya shag lol..

OK la don think so much just blog till here for the day any advice for me can just chat in my chatterbox lol own...

Quote of the day(Maybe u will fail if u try again, but after each failure u learn something new, something positive)

HIYA HOLIDAYS..

2007-04-06T05:27:00.000-07:00

SOB SOB... MY HOLIDAYS ARE GONE.. ANother 2 more days and i need to go np for sch already... Y TIME PASSES SO FAST...hiya sob sob.. i will be gone from the 9-11 for the camp AND WHERE IS MY STUPID LAPTOP WAH.. i preorder for 2 weeks liao can they like at least give me a call and tell me when i can go collect at least i feel more save wth la SUPER DU LAN.. everyone is like taking the laptop and play liao till so happy i still bloody stuck... If i know it is gonna take this long i bloody go for acer liao can ... NVM LA since i already waited so long perhaps another week or 2 will be fine ba..

Today went to yueyang hse for a lan party lOl.. we should have more of that ba maybe we go edward hse new one ma BIGGER BY ALOT lol...3 times bigger than yueyang or maybe more sia lol.. when edward having house warming we go disiao siao ok guys LOL.. must train my c&c3 liao i am the noobest liao nvm marcus must stay noob pls if nt i will get own lol.. lap top faster come pls i have alot of plans for u man..... hope 2 morrow people just call me down to collect the lap top...than i can do all the things i planned long time before today..

Quote of the day(Patience , Patience my young padawan)

Unlucky days..

2007-03-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

Hiya nwadays i am so unlucky la.. pig year don seems to be a good one for me lazy to list down examples y am i unlucky just wanna say.. When you are unlucky nothing goes the right way for u.. when u are lucky everything goes the way u wanna them 2 sobs.. spend alot of money nwadays.. need to start saving liao so that i can buy other more important things..

HIYA LAP TOP AH LAP TOP REALLY WAIT FOR U SUPER LONG LIAO LA.. THAT STUPID IDIOT STILL HAVEN CALL ME SOBS.. i wanna get one lap top so i can play games on it.. argggg nvm i will be the patience guy that i always was and wait ba when my luck change for the better than maybe can liao lo..

ANN HEARD U WON SILVER FOR TEAM SO ZAI MEH LOL.. NT BAD SIA . and xavier chew jiamin u got 3rd WTF MAN LOL... tell me more when u come back man lol

Quote of the day(Whenever you fall, pick yourself up from that spot)

Personal preference..

2007-03-20T12:57:00.000-07:00

Hmm hw is my new skin.. change because people cannot go my old one sobs lol.. nvm ba if people still cannot go in than really fated liao .. the chatter box looks small ba but nvm lol still can see wat u write i guess lol..SHATTERED DREAMS lol cool theme though..

Hmm the topic for the day though is personal preference y lol.. because i realise that people taste are very different, lol just like no mather hw u can insult someone, for thinking a normal gal is very pretty .. everyone have just different taste ba.. just like me and jay.. jay say that he chasing a gal that is very pretty but when i first look at her LOL omg can lol nt say ugly.. but average so i decided that if nxt time i insult ur taste u can always correct me by reminding me..BUT OF COURSE DON BE 2 HORRIBLE AND SAY THOSE REALLY UGLY ONE, PRETTY lol i don't wanna give examples though if nt people will kill me LOL..

After thinking of personal preference , i really think of a quote by my brother Gabriel lol.. y am i always talking about him though but he really alot of things to talk about la lol... this is something about loners like me having little frens lol.. he said something during his primany sch days ,lol don't know whether he still remember..nvm it will be at the quote of the day lol.. but that time to say such a quote and shout back at the teacher is really something man lol, cannot really remember the actual details though but i know it was primany 6 i think..to our maths teacher LOL.. wah those were the days man haha, i guess this will be the last few times of me talking about primany sch as i am going poly and i will talk about seconary sch liao upgraded LOL..

Hiya talking about poly enrolment is super waste of time la omg.. need to do stuff and mom keep nagging and nagging OMG CAN lol ask me do this do that than blar blar omg la.. laptop also cannot let me choose myself DAMN .. nvm la in the end i still will choose myself i guess lol money is an issue.. ok good luck all hope i do my enrolement properly lol

Quote of the day(One man's meat is another man's posion)

Omg DUSTY ALREADY...

2007-03-15T07:02:00.000-07:00

LOL. First let me take my vaccum cleaner and clear up the dust..VOOOOOMMM lol LAME.. ok didn't realise that i didn't blog for such a long time..SIAN..SPEND alot of time nwadays at my computer watching pplive.. lol some program that let u watch all the Shows , movie and anime etc.. Was watching all the Dushen and gambling show lol just realise that i really like watching such shows don know y jia lat i becoming gambler LOL.. compulsive one muahaha..

Watched music and lyrics today.. Quite a nice show though.. don wanna be a spoiler and say about the content abot the show but rather i will say that it is a show that is watchable ba lol.. Quite meaningful to actually write the lyrics of a song and give it to a gal u liked.. LOL Maybe i should do it sometimes 2 ba .. hmm come let me write the first 2 line lol..

Omg.. cannot think of any ... zzzz brain freeze nvm nxt time i will write it down ba..

Quote of the day(One Should't take happiness for granted)

Slpy ed..

2007-03-08T09:46:00.000-08:00

Yesterday.. was a day when i go out with charlie and edward to go to paragon spaggdies but before that i went for soccer in the morning wake up at around 8? so i was super tired can somemore the day before i also wake up early but just cannot remember i wake up at wat time only..

Eatting at spageddies lol.. don know hw come feel funny though even i am eating at paragon which is nt my work place.. stupid charlie like wanna work there like that lol always keep saying man on or wat super dumb can lol if we do ourself i don wanna play gst liao LOL.. but actually nvr really pay the gst also because there was a 15% staff discount lol i eat some chicken with fett wah super fun can lol grow fat by a few kg LOL.. still got xra pasta one lol tired la.. after that we when walk walk around orchard quite bored though lol.. at night i was suppose to play with marcus and bryce but before the game start i "K.O"ed lol i just lie on my bed than i sleep omg and when it is like 5 min in my bed i wake up to realise that it was about 3 am so i went back to slp ba since so late le lol...

Wake up today around 3.00 pm yes i slpt for about 12 hrs y am i so tired didn't realise that lol..wake up already still feel like slping one can lol but mom force me to go out with her no choice i had to abort all my plans zzz ... hiya so sian.. but going out with mom wasn't a bad thing though at least get to eat the seafood platter at fish and, co super full can lol i and my mom 2 person eat alot sia lol finish the platter for 2 and a pari pari prawns but we did nt eat the fries it was 2 much already, fish and co soup really sucks lol don drink the soup nxt time ...LOL.

I just watched Ghost rider the movie.. and realise it wasn't a bad movie can ...even though the killing of the enemy like no kick like that la .. but super cool especially the bike LOl super super cool lol.. and he still can burn in the water.. SURPRIZE? LOL funny show ..One of the coolest superhero i guess burning skull with a chain and a flame thrower lol.. the gun also quite cool can shoot fire one muahaha.

Oh ya i also watch rocky lol.. an old dude fighting his last fight with a stupid chao ta shit lol... sorri i racist lol.. but quite lame as in the fight if u get so much punch in the face u already died lol.. he still can stand up ma? cannot even see properly la but the determination showed by the characters in the movie is something i should learn i guess lol..thats y my today quote is lol..lets see wat it is..

Quote of the day(It does nt matters hw much u can hit , it only matters hw much u can get hit)A little error because really cannot remember LOL..

omg new blogger email is damn sian ...

2007-03-03T09:50:00.000-08:00

WAH LAO E MUST TYPE THE WHOLE EMAIL OUT CAN SOMEMORE NT MY HOT MAIL IS THE GMAIL ONE WHICH IS SUPER LONG CAN hiya by the time i type finish everything sia already man...

WORK WAS ok as usual nt say super busy nt say easy but ok la at least... today got a staff meal and i tried the ham and rooms spag.. zzz nt good sia take very bland lo don have must olive oil taste fail lol don try man try others but spag that are fried usually take oily lol maybe the chef wanna go on a healthy lifestyle hiya nxt week only working one day it iis on a sat though so anybody who wanna go out can call me de don act dao..

Talking about nxt week it is the jae response time where will i spend my nxt 3 years in cannot tahan sia kanchiong .. are u kan chiong 2? LOl hope i get into a course that i like ba .. after all i don know wat i like also sian lol..

WAH MAN UTD HENG... SHIOK WIN LIVERPOOL ONE - ZERO LOL... SHIOK MAN OSHEA even though i hate u like mad but u scored LOL at least something la he did for man utd. lol k la nothing much to say le.. zzzz

Quote of the day(Every challenge is there to overcome, but wat matters is u don give up)

HI i AM BACK..

2007-02-27T10:51:00.000-08:00

Wow been really busy this few weeks. so i didn't blog, Was working my ass out and i didn't much, well nvm ba since i am nt a very good worker compared to jay i guess.. nvm lo little money little money since i don't really lack of money i guess.. sorri to dp fencing i didn't go training last week lol.. grand aunt's birthday since she so old liao of course i must give face la but actually hor go there also super bored la hiya...

OMG i wanna faster be 18 man so i can go learn driving and take the bloody car LOL.. but with my intelligence i guesss i will fail a few times ba sob sob .. really cannot wait to drive a car man haha than i go anywhere in singapore in the fastest time ba i guess but of course i won't speed muahaha i am a good boy..STUPID YUEYANG I KNOW U LEARNING NW lol sian man birthday is like so far away (22 july) sob sob nvm gab bro don't learn so fast i learn with u man.. since ur apr ma should be can. but i guess u won't get to learn this year because u have A LVLS .. lol shiok la u...

Suddenly i get very irritated with chain messages.. can people stop sending them super irritating la.. i think people who send them damn dumb can..like those diguesting pictures la.. say wat haunt u la.. come on man can u don be so irritating LOL.. u think everyone wanna see those pictures la lol stop being a mofo and send them man... well y i suddenly got so irritated with this messages don ask lol.. just some dumb mofo keep sending on email la super irritating..

SONG SONG SONG wah tank new song is nt bad .chinese one la lol but the tank name sounds so weird will u name ur song tank? lol later his primany sch students bully him call him dua pao lol wat name is the name that people will nt get to make fun of it hmm.. must be those special special one ..hmm cannot think of any examples my brain nt working again i guess..

perhaps having frens that will help express feelings for a guy to a gal seems to nt be enough , because in the end it is still up to the guy and the gal alone well wanna be together ah must see fate lo since there is no chance nor any courage was gather..

Quote of the day(Nobody can replace ur place in my heart , as i have only one personal guardian angel)song lyrics again MUAHAHA..

ed the gambler.. lol

2007-02-21T07:50:00.000-08:00

Black jack.. play this game for i think 2 days LOL.. and was on a row baby.. won a total of 100++ pro right lol.. but gambling is nt good for ah for underage kids ..edward so don ah lol.. Sian man the whole of cny hong bao i only got a total of 100++ zzz should be more one man lol.. nvm la maybe hope nxt year the economy better so i will get more.. i think people like me will have to wait till around 27-30 plus than got wife ba so still can take hong bao LOL..

Ate steamboat for 2 days i think, i was snatching all the abalone la lol.. don know y i like to eat abalone man even my sister keep saying wah edwin was snatching all the abalone lo.. wanna make my paiseh in front of her fren.. but don care la anyway is also our mom money if i don eat let people eat isn't it a waste LOl...

Than went ktv today.. with the gang lazy to say who and who.. and joe was telling us all about his new gf ... and the rest of the gang was like hiya sian wanna find gf liao since joe have one and alvin is attempting to have one 2.. well good luck to them and me ba LOL.. sian wanna see hw joe gf look.. kenady say look like mei jin? joe say nt bad HMM but joe taste cannot be that bad wat LOL mei jin? GG LA .. nvm nxt time i see i purposely take the photo and post on my blog...

I saw this korean drama.. the show name is hmm i think is billionaire first date... or rather first girlfriend.. it is about this spoilt rich kid who is the grandson of the richest man in korea.and the grand father died. so he will get the inheritance.. but he will have to go to this school in a deserted place , got people la but like nt so hmm can use the word advance still like kampong like that..He met a gal and like her after he met her (of course la korean drama all like that one)
the love story a little bit like full hse first they hate each other than suddenly like each other those kind la very typical korean drama.. but wat is meaningful about the show is that, the gal is dying and cannot be cure already.. he then was given 2 choices .one is 2 to keep the inheritance and the town will be taken away to build new flats, or he give up the inheritance so that the people there can live there forever.. of course he choose the second one la (shows all like that one) and he just wanna spend the remaining time together with the gal, and the gal just wanna live and see the first snow (first snow as in first day of snowing) with the guy.. but the sad thing is that the gal die just before they can see the snow together.. sad hor...hiya ending lazy to type liao it is a happy and sad ending la like most show but the main character for the gal quite pretty lol.. guy ok la i think must catch..

Quote of the day(Maybe i will regret in the future, but wat really matters is that nw i still can be together with her)

WAH WORK TILL SIAN MAN..

2007-02-16T02:21:00.000-08:00

ZZZ.. really tired man work the whole of this week man should't had done that la damn...valentine day.. i worked the whole day, super stupid right lol... somemore i am the person who serve the food.. was super tired that day man..One of the most tiring valentine i ever had.. lol lonely as usual. work work work sian man i think nxt week if possible i only wanna work 2 days la give myself a break ba lol .. enlistment letter come again le wth need to defer again lo a little stupid though but don give a shit la just need to defer than can be a normal person again lol. poly poly pls ah let me get into bit la .. don care wat poly sp or np also no different..

But talking about poly.. going into another sch is a funny thing.. lets talk about the good and bads of 2 famous poly in singapore.. np and sp lol.. For Np wat are the good things about it.. hmm i guess is the people there LOL.. if you know wat i am saying lol and the facillity there are quite good also i think wi-fi and stuff all very good food also steady... but for the bad thing.. You will have to squeeze when u sit bus.. nt saying it is a bad thing if beside u are hmm hmm lol.. but it can be very problematic if some smelly dude squeeze with u damn lol.. somemore the sch is beside S.I.M omg la even more cham so transport is one thing..

While sp is nt a bad place either .. at least nt so overcrowding as it is beside a bloody mrt LOl heard lots of stuff of sp.. saying the people there more happening hmm true anot LOL.. nt sure la wah realised i got no bad thing to say about sp. Is it destined that i need to go sp? LOL hiya can go also good ba i cycle to sch everyday so near LOL... but will sweat like pig when i go to the lecture hall and all the people can smell my manly smell LOL...

MY TEMPER GONE WORST... shit la really bad nw. maybe because lack of slp la hiya it is already 2am++ and i am still bloging AND I GOT WORK 2 MORROW MORNING LA .. shag la earn bit nia somemore.. don know la nxt week don wanna work liao..

Quote of the day(Nothing is as simple as we hope it will be)

I made it at least..

2007-02-11T10:06:00.000-08:00

HIYA , I DID BADLY FOR O's... sian man nvm la at least go poly ba i think that is the only way to console myself .. often ask myself during the sleepless night after my results was taken .. y will it be this way or y will i get such results.. is it just i didn't work hard enough or it is just that i am just nt smart enough. Perhaps it is just both , after all i realise that i didn't did to my very best i guess . People taking o lvls this year pls don make the same mistake .. WARNING COMPUTER IS A VERY ADDICTIVE THING .. when u study stay at least 1 room away from the computer and study. perhaps my computer is the one that lead me to my doom ba ..

Valentine's day i am working .. SOB WHOLE DAY SOMEMORE.. sian man lol.. guess this year there will be no valentine for me. No One ask me out sob.. hiya man like me will nt get a valentine ba .. nvm work harder ba.. ohh people who wanna spend their valentine eating some nice food can come spageddies lol got some offer can come try only around 30++ i think lol.. bring ur uob or hsbc card i think got discount nt sure hw much. don't even know whether it is a Public holidays lol.. Just come ba LOl... so i can see and talk to u guys but a short while only i guess because it will be a busy day as couple walk in and out hand in hand.. sounds wrong or maybe 10 fingers locked together as it is a special day.. than they will enjoy a candle lit dinner wah seh man LOL..

Hiya sian... SO bored out of a sudden, because i don know wat course to take .. i nt sure wat i am interested in than i don even know wat course to take.. hiya but i will take course that are near to my points ba be more realistic ba.. CANNOT BE LATE TO SUBMIT IF NT DIE MAN LOL.. ok ba thats all fokes..

E AH FASTER GO GET UR VALENTINE LA LOL.. PEOPLE SAY NT ASK U OUT U ASK HER OUT LA SHE DON ACCEPT GO HER HSE DOWNSTAIR LA I DON't BELIEVE SHE DON'T WANNA GO OUT WITH U LO LOL.. SOMEMORE IT IS HOLIDAYS NW MAN LOL..GO FOR

Quote of the day(Love only grow stronger when time pass , when the bond grows weaker ,perhaps that person is just nt the one for u)

O LVLS 2 MORROW..

2007-02-09T00:54:00.000-08:00

THIS DAY FINALLY ARRIVED.. It is a yet LONG WAITED and irritating thing .. I am super stress nw. Really afraid that i cannot go anywhere after 2 morrow .. just hope that i won't do really really bad.

LIFE IS JUST LIKE THAT WHEN IT IS Far Long u just hope it faster come. but when the date is nearing IT IS JUST STRESS MAn WAHHH really cannot take it man just cannot imagine HW 2 MORROW I WILL FARE ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGg... WISH ME LUCK GUYS I REALLY STRESS IF I FAIL MAYBE I WILL NT BLOG LIAo LOL.. hiya just hope all people that take o lvls good luck K..

BU YAO HAI PA BU YAO HAI PA, SINCE IT IS ALREADY HERE , LETS ALL GATHER OUR COURAGE AND FACE THE NXT STAGE OF OUR LIFE ENJOY..

Quote of the day(The Greatest fear on earth is nt something visible, IT IS INVISIBLE)

A journey to the west for a east area superstar...

2007-02-06T10:48:00.000-08:00

HOHO it is a 1hrs ride for mr chew jia min LOL.. to come over to my hse but he still come LOl... What we do doing his stay here hmm.. first it is a swim with harshan along 2 lol.. we did some footwork in the water LOL weird hor nvm nxt time try again.. little bit miss swimming anyway lucky someone came and make me swim again ... We 3 go and eat prata at the cheese prata shop nt the rk pok hse LOL... which was quite shiok i guess long time nvr eat also sia suddenly this superstar come need to go eat with him.. after that it was alot of mr brown shows or talks don know la we just see them and have a good laugh LOL..

As we wake up today on the same bed WAH DAMN GAY BROKEBACK LOL... but whatever la lol..Than wanted to go and eat some seafood de actually but we wake up 2 late liao lol.. both of us slp till around 2.30 LOL xavier like pig like that slp and eat eat eat lOl 2 person finish 5 packet of president dry noodles in 2 days die man lol 2 much msg liao .. and xavier eat so much NVR FAT DAMN LA .. i eat lesser abit so much bigger size SOB lol.. must go on diet liao (TARGET 70 OR LESS BEFORE SINGAPORE CADETS AND JUNIOR CHAMPIONSHIPS) than can be on best form lOl...

Play soccer before training today..Realise that if you play soccer before training can be a killer sometimes LOl... somemore today we did a lot of P.T and i have a super back ache la hiya nvm la just hope the pain will not stay LOl ok man...AND WHEN DID I HAVE A WIFE LOL.. no GF SOMEMORE MUST FIND OTHERS ANN CANNOT LOL

ADD a few songs to my blog listen to it if u wan lol.. all chinese ah opps lol forget to put english songs.. Oh harshan Ask me a very good question today, y i don listen to english songs. while i have a very good answer to that i think lol.. PERSONAL PREFRENCE BA lol... nt i don wanna listen to english song ba maybe just nvr really go update myself with english songs.. i everytime turn to mtv and see one black guy rapping and a few gals wearing under garments dancing which is nt nice at all .. Maybe u all can show me nice english songs ba ...ohh one of the songs i added is for edward the bu yao hai pa LOl.. hmm edward don understand can use dictionary LOL.. listen ba nt bad one

Quote of the day(Waiting for you , i'm waiting for you. waiting for you kiss me in the night) some song lyrics. You can listen on the bottom right of my songs ..sorri ah it is in chinese Lol people like edward and harshan no need hear liao LOL...

Gals like to ask weird question..

2007-02-02T10:24:00.000-08:00

HMM they surly do like to ask weird question... but the good thing about them asking is that they don assume i hope lol.. lets them guess for all they want la hor, it is hard to quess wat a weird man like me is thinking LOL... i am one weird dude..

WAH JIA LAT NOTHING TO WRITE OK NVM i write about my work ... Today was the day when i first time take order MAN SUPER SCARY La.. even that stupid ang mo keep laughING damn i first time ok i know i talk like jay chou.. as in blurly LOL..WAH STUPID JAY GET HIS UNIFROM LIAO wah he zai man always get to do more things than me hiya blame it on my shyness LOL... hiya today nothing much to say 2 morrow i am going to clementi to preside LOL JEREMY GGFIED LA U I AM GOING TO SABO U LOL JOKING LA .. ok done that all for the day..

OH ya 2 people who are curious LOL stop guessing la Just look at who i am looking all the time , sometimes i know i look into blank space thinking of important stuff ma try ur best la to see who i seeing lOL.. ok DONE ..

Quote of the day(Loving the wrong person is like jumping on a wrong train. no matters hw u walk back the train will just keep going.)

Edwin the asics boy!!

2007-01-31T09:27:00.000-08:00

Muahaha y am i the asics boy.. another marcus lOl.. becaus i got a new shoes which is a asics shoes for my fencing use because i realise after my training on tues that if i use my soccer shoes which is damn tight , it will be damn pain la buey tahan..so decided to get a new court shoes.. actually wanted to get some adidas one but realise it is 2 common so go for asic since no one wear asics to fence except for davin...

Went to queensway with davin to buy today LOl.. after we buy the shoes we saw fy omg LOL small world nwadays hor....

ok la nothing much to say aboout buying stuff and sister keep wanting to snatch my computer OMG Lol... okok you people will see my shoes on friday i guess or maybe i will bring on sunday to own MUAHAHAHa okoko bye all lol..

Quote of the day(Love is the flower you've got to let grow.)

My thoughts..

2007-01-29T11:30:00.000-08:00

OK this post is about my thoughts.. ok that was lame, but btw lets see wat my thoughts is all about..

First it is about a fren of mine... i don have to tell the name i guess lol... he is wooing a gal who like him also .. my fren however wanna meet her all the time and wanna go on a date with her.. but the gal always find excues to nt go out with him.. like hiya u work whole day liao so tired don meet and stuff.. and my fren stupid stupid say ok lo lol... somemore he so cocky say he flirt LOl but no la he nt at all only one gf after so long ..Well my advice to him is that if he really like her going on this way will only make her feel bored of him i guess.. guys still need to take the initiative to woo the gal i guess. So must be more thickskin..(which i personally is nt) just say some mushy stuff and meet her ba lol if nt people snatch than regret...

Second which is another fren of mine which have the same problem hmmm don wanna say the problem but just wanna tell him just do it la.. the more u hesitated the more it will drift LOL....Don be another me sob...

Thirdly is my thoughts about this gal...Somehw i know it is impossible between us but maybe love seems to be this way.. it is nt as in i like her alot but it is just that i cannot keep my eyes of her? LOL she is nt very pretty somehow , i just feel like looking . maybe she have those clean cute gals look that i go for heh.. a little bit of jap style nt very tann it will be ok liao lol.. let me repeat myself i don like that gal so don ask who lol.. just look around maybe u will find the answer give u all a clue that she is a fencer .. maybe one day u find me staring at one gal it might be her..

Forth is about me.. i just realise suddenly alot of people around me start to woo gals .. and me hiya still don have any. Is it because of a bad start that let me have a phobia or a obstacle in the heart in chinese lol... sorri la my english jia lat i know trying to improve but don know y cannot le sian one le..perhaps it is just myself thinking that i am not good enough for anyone ba . one day maybe when i feel that i am at my best than i will start chasing one ba but it will still take a long time ba.. i am still that lousy guy ba loL....

Quote of the day(It ain't love at first sight , it is just an one sided love all along)

A day at fsc...

2007-01-27T09:01:00.000-08:00

HOHO wow .. today was a fun day i guess.. waking up at around 10 at first than realise i was damn tired and it was still early and when i slp again , gg LOL become i late muahaha.. rush to pack my bags and stuff when i walk out of my hse and guess wat my slippers spoilt... damn bad omen... good enough i reach there , i stomach pain LOL... but after a while no more already .. butterflies in the stomach i guess lol.. kan chiong man go there.. Oh ya than i see my poules ,it wasn't that bad at first only got imran and victor good.. BUT SUDDENLY CHANGE DAMN LOL.. got wei wen and LSLS lol... sian man in the end i win 2 lose 3 but still get through good enough liao lol... i quite happy le get into top 16 enough liao lol nxt time aim higher ba muahaha...

Oh ya another happy thing is that my almost breaking blade still can use .. can win somemore lol... oh ya so 2 morrow i will be at fsc .. must support ann.. see her do her blar blar and own LOL..oh ya jeremy like a gal and the gal reject him. WHY? will he get rejected pls list the reasons LOL... davin and ann can write essay liao lol(OF the reasons)..

Quote of the day(Seeing is believing )

WORK TODAY..!!

2007-01-24T12:20:00.000-08:00

Hmmm y i always blog about my work ah .. actually really nothing much to blog about this few days .. nt work means training ..seldom go out with frens and chat lo to make me have some nice thoughts, so that i can blog it muahaha..Oh yesterday's training was fun .. we had an unexpected guest i think ,maybe just for me la errm people like ann and harshan who always goes down for national training should know i guess..Ok who was the unexpected guest ... NO other than mr dennis (L something) leong kok seng... wah the full name power LOL.. the L name inbetween i don know hw to spell lol.. but i know it is one of the harry potter name hmm evil one the drago malfoy father i think...

Hmm dennis come down nw .. than maybe more nationals will come down ... will the gals come 2? ... But if the gals epeeiest have ah wah tanglin damn busy liao lol.. wanna fence also need to wait for so long.. but it will be very crowded haha nvm the place big enough to hold all better than the pathetic clementi sports hall...we shall see this sat whether Zorro training better or the smoker karpov training better ...oh ya work today was fun , got a company reservation of 40 people .. nt very busy but just need to be fast sian... after everything i get to eat pizza shiok .. the pizza quite nice though muahaha...Own Cheeze pizza with ham and pineapple just like a normal hawailian pizza..wanna try can just come spageddies LOL...

When i look at other examples of loving couple.
it always puzzles me that y it just does nt happens to me.
I always knew that i am one of the worst kind of guys to date..
but even so y will my first time be like this.
It just make me feel confused and shocked.
Other people will be completely the other way from me.
Maybe it is just true that the greater u climb, the greater u fall.
So for relationship nwadays is it just put the lesser love just to play safe,
so that it will nt hurt you .. confused ed

Quote of the day(But there's nothing half so sweet in life As love's young dream)

hmm gab the singer for the night....

2007-01-23T00:25:00.000-08:00

Today was a fine day i guess , i wake up around 3++ and eat my lunch which was a duck drumstick lol.. somehw it taste as good as chicken one but a little more chewy ba i guess... After that around 5 i called joe to tell him i going to meet him play pool.. hahaha he went out with some people but i don know who le. He didn't wanna tell me ..Muahaha but didn't really matters ba i guess. WE went to lucky plaza to play pool la , but i was late though so i ran there..Reaching lucky plaza was like going in a suana man omg...BUt we still play la no chioce there the pool is the cheapest in orchard lo...

After that i was alone sob sob... but for awhile only and i join gab at this cafe around marina square.. it is a place for people to sing on stage and my fren gab perform lo... lol he sang a few chinese song which was quite nice i think .. at least better than the one beside him lol... there is a guitarist that play the music for them and they sing lo lol...The thing that make me dulan is that the drink that is 9.80 for such a small quantity knn lol SO EXPENSIVE LA even though got 5 discount knn still damn expensive hiya don care la i only go there support gab lol... who wanna go nxt time bring u all ba lol...

We ate supper after hearing the song than i saw simon OMG Lol i think he go the club or after work omg right lol such a small world ..we go to the hawker near dxo i think the club name nt sure don laugh lol and the hawker can hear the song man shiok i wonder hw the people ears can take it omg nxt time must at least go club one time lol nvr go before still virgin muahaha.. kk thats all for the day OH YA ADULT FARE IS DAMN EXPENSIVE SOB I SPEND 6 DOLLARS GOING OUT TODAY ON BUS DAMN...

Quote of the day(The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough.) some quote from some people don know who lol

hurray!! new skin

2007-01-21T23:30:00.000-08:00

HOHO new skin baby LOl.. hmm but y did i choose this skin.. don know le just see nice than take lo..ok la the guy back alittle like me LOL of course i better la LOL..BHB he is holding a bundle of flowers? i guess look like he pluck them since the back ground is in some field and way the flowers also nt nice lol i rather take some rose or something than at least nicer lol... i guess will stick to this skin for a while ba at least till i find a nicer one muahahaha.. i NT so free like ann la can go and change her skin every day muahaha..

Guess wat guys i only working one day nxt week lOL wth right.. dumb la.. Hw the hell i am going to earn the money to get me my stuff.. i need a Mp3 , laptop or new computer , i need a new phone.. SIan man lol should have stick to the no life factory job at least can earn like mad even though no life....

Hiya dreams and wishes are like fantasy.. for them to come true , lucks and extreme hard work seems to be the only way to get them.. we talk about wishes in every of our birthdays or even when a shooting star just flew past u .. but nvr it seems true to me , whether it is for money , family , studies or love life ..maybe we all should wish for something everytime when edwin walk past u lol i am the star baby....

Quote of the day(The hottest love has the coldest end.)

Hmmm busy first day ...

2007-01-21T01:52:00.000-08:00

Finally i taste the spaghetti of spageddies LOl... it is spagetti aglio e olio hmm fried with olive oil and vegetable only it is for vegetarian ba .. y i don wanna try other better one hmm i guesss is because the only chioce i can make is like spaghetti meat sauce , tomato and aglio e olio lol... hw it taste like hmm ok la , it is nt very nice as i expected because i see so many people order and people pay so much for it muahah.. 2 morrow another s2 and maybe i will try meat sauce ma see hw the taste like than i will describe to u ..

Why i can eat the spaghetti hmm.. because today is a weekend and is very busy man super sian alot of stupid stuff boring also as i was like so blur don know y man... but have to say very little waiter only there is only like 7 taking care of everything which is so ma fan man.... always kanna scolding ..or rather just say by fellow colleague sian man ...but it is nt like i do alot of mistake la ..just that i don understand wat the chef is saying sometimes make me damn blardy blur la ... all of this crap for a plate of nt so good spaghetti and hmm 22dollars? lol ok la money hard to earn i know.. hope faster get better experience get a good result and GO POLY ... best is np though i think lol...than if possible ge4t a better job than this one muahah better pay is the best la of course... but i will stick to this one at the moment ba.. because easy

Oh ya wat stupid thing did i do today oh ya i wanna say first is believing in JAY GAN SHI YONG TO BE EARLY OMG la... i go down clementi and guess wat happened.. IT RAIN OMG LA .. i got a umbrella and when i reach the stop i saw david chen lol... he no umbrella and he need one lol so i share my pathetic umbrella with him and both of us got wet at the back till like mad he used his body to protect his club ic copies LOL joker man but after all i still got wet in my working shirt... but hor seriously like that wear to clementi ah sibei hot lol buey tahan somemore raining i sweat like a mad dog man omg lol..but like that wear nice? don know le LOl a little over for clementi la i know but work ma wat u expect i need to get wet just to pass my ic paper man....

Was reading ruth blog and i saw my 2 day best fren tong choon wing in one of her photo album .. HE HAVE A BAND? AND HE IS THE LEAD SINGER LOL? he is quite handsome la i think ? lol i nt gay ok .. but he can sing ah hmm nazri? lol must be better than nazri la muahah later nazri read my blog he come chase me and hit me knn lol. ok la thats all for the day ..THAT ALL FOLKS...

Quote of the day(Maybe u didn't realise that one guy would do anything he can, just to make u happy)

FIRST DAY OF WORK!!!

2007-01-16T08:47:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. I think the question nw to me is.. HW work ??? HMM ok lo that the answer!! lol.. It is because it is nt very tough nor it is very easy.. and still need to stand .. normal job lo serve food lo like that.. lol u wanna go to my workplace , it is called hmm Spageddies at tanglin mall or paragon. i work at the tanglin mall one.. first day of work as usual sian because don know anything lOL but food service got some experience after working at hotel lOl so it is ok la after all...

Hmm the food there is quite nice i think as the smell is good muahaha.. but damn hot la the plate as some food need to bake the whole plate and it is very irritating as u will burn ur hand knn LOl... the pizza there is called wood-fired pizza and there is a hmm wat is that name to describe the place to put the wood fire don know la just it is really wood fired maybe nxt time i treat my frens la after taking my pay muahaha... Thats all for first day i guess...

Quote of the day(If love be rough with you, be rough with love. Prick love for pricking you and beat love down.)By William Shakespeare

A DAMN UNLUCKY DAY...

2007-01-13T08:50:00.000-08:00

OK lets start from me waking up... i woke up at around 11.50 , LOL and i have a compy at clementi at 12.15? lol so i was so sian as i cannot wake up again.. so i rushed to pack my stuff!! After packing my stuff, hmm wat i do wah cannot remember man lol... OH YA i rushed out and tell my mom i have compy and i am damn late then she force me to drink an essence of chicken which is damn cold? lol because it just take out soak in hot water for like 15... secs LOL nvm i just drink as i was in a rush nothing can stop me man... and guess wat when i reached clementi HOHOHO THE PIECES HAVEN EVEN START SETTING LA OMG WASTE MY TIME i can bloody don rush and drink such an cold essence....

Finally when everything was done.. and i go and register my name..hoho don't have my name and when i ask the best answer was given to me .. u won a medal cannot fence LOL.. that medal sucks man lol should't have join that compy LOL waste of time...GET BRONZE SOMEMORE OMG LA....ok so i decided to tahan the mental stress i was having at that point of time ... i lend my blade to edward and guys ... as they didn have enough blade also... stupid wai kok , LOL fence epee so long don wanna get one by him self lol... AND MY BLADE HAVE A CINK(DON KNOW HW TO SPELL) my walking dictionary nt here lol...So sad la this blade was with me for awhile when i use to win daniel in prcs MUAHAHAH Jeremy that gay also lose me muahahha.. nvm when the old don't go the new will never come saded. my blade u have been with me for a while at least longer than my past blade so i will honour u with the name H lol....nxt blade i name I lol.....

I saw jingxun with a magnet ear ring so i take from bryce and wear his LOL.. for people who think it is real.. it is fake la LOL but does it look good on me? hmm nt sure le.. later if i really go pierce look like ahbeng!! don't wan la magnet one can le muahaha can use to act cool only ...

Even though today was a unlucky day for me and edward i guess it is a lesson learned ba hiya... lol edward fence so hard go into quarter liao than kanna dq at least i from first part dq LOL Wai kok and team i guess u all have to work hard urself le ba without me and edward will be harder but kanbatei lOl.. kk see everyone 2 morrow ...

Quote of the day(Love is the delightful interval between meeting a beautiful girl and discovering that she looks like a haddock.)

Hmm music on my blog..

2007-01-12T12:37:00.000-08:00

OHHH, i got music on my blog liao but u must click and listen de mostly chinese.. actually only 2 la lol ..just songs that i like ..i will change frequetly ..and i have a naruto song to fit with the background LOL... for people who like english song cannot la, lol cannot find one nice one lol.. unless i put smack that or sexy back.. LOL both damn irritating..Buey Tahan

OMG LA LOOK AT THE TIME IT IS 4.40am I GOT COMPY 2 MORROW ... MUST OWN BABY..

A SLACKING DAY LA OMG....

2007-01-12T09:17:00.000-08:00

SO SLACK MAN..TODAY AT TRAINING... like nvr do anything lol... y bother go i also don know y... jiao lian not here only we can only slack la ... But the shocking thing is that a new sabre coach is here!! lol.. KOK,BRYCE,SAMUEL be prepared be very prepared lol....so tired man.. 2 morrow novices somemore..wonder who will be there 2 morrow heard about 300+ fencers applied for the compy omg right? gg la harshan and xavier can earn money by going down and preside knn lol....

OHH lets talk about sad but famous love couples man... so which couples are the most famous..Hmmmmm.. okok i remember one liao romeo and juliet...wait give me a second to remember the ending.. oh ya the gal drank the fake poision and fainted.. while the guy didn't know that and he drink the real poision and after that the gal wake up saw the guy dieing and was so sad and she kill herself with a knife.. i always wonder.. WHERE DID THE KNIFE CAME FROM? LOL suddenly got knife to kill herself... hmm was it a frictional story or real one hmm but i still don't believe that people will do such a romantic thing by killing themself with a knife from no where..LOL... but it was quite sad that the guy was so sad when the love of his life is death and is right in front of him.. just when finally they got the chance to be 2gether... Both of them died.. SO near yet so far man....SAD man me lol...

Ok any other couples hmm cannnot really think of any... errm titanic? hmm or any other love story wah gg la i cannot think of any... btw hor titanic quite lame le ...sorri ah to people who think titanic is a good show.. but just the way when the more ra part ... drawing? WTH somemore the gal is nt affected by the other gals that the guy draw before and she ownself wanted a picture of herself .. horny SHIT MAn lol.. well i guess love is blind .. and it really Prove that this quote is true sob...BUt y there is no "blind" gals to like me LOL... of course is they blind nt me lol... But when i think of this quote... i think of jay man omg la lol... the last time he always repeat this quote hiya lol....

Ohhh mei ling i admit u play drum better than me LOL but i nvr train .. one day i will win u muahahaha.. for people who nvr see me play yet lol don care la anyway it is nt the real drum the arcade one.. lets go play together k but u top into my card LOL.....NOVICES I MUST OWN OMG GOLD GOLD GOLD lol... It may seems impossible but i will try for my SAKE LOL... kk chiong ah..

Quote of the day(SO near Yet So far)

Victor the Birthday boy...

2007-01-10T10:06:00.000-08:00

Muahaha every one pls prepare for a long post lol...Full of pictures but lessser words.. Pls don nt be affected by the picture quality because it is from my hp lol.. no money to buy a camera sob..

FIRST TO BE INTRODUCE.. he is the birthday boy also his name is Victor muahaha..He and his girl fren... quite compatible hor.. but they 2 only 2gether awhile nia lol .. I think 1-2 weeks.Can last anot? god knows LOL...

The man making his birthday wish.. wonder what is he wishing for .. lets list the possible wishes...(1)O' lvl success .. of course the no 1 wish .. for everyone including me lol... (2)Be happy together with his gf ..wah for this to happen , i think only those really cherish their relantionship will wish for that (People like me.LOL) (3)FAmily ping an(safety) so filial unlike me sob lol...kk enough wish le muahahaha...
MUAHAHA.. Every man have their darkest secret BEHOLD THE BROKEBACKING LOL.. if u all cannot see properly it is cherry that was on the cake.. and the birthday boy is suppose to take the cherry out by their mouth.. the first cherry pass to his gf of course and the second one to this guy lol...MORE BROKEBACKING LOL..
AND....ERRRM pls don't misunderstand, i am nt a brokebacker the guy beside me is.. see my expression, sense of siamness LOL...jia lat so many brokebacker in singapore..
Whenever u see a man in the position like this .. you feel like slamming his face to the cake force him to eat it LOL.. but we didn't do that only at the last min all put cake on him face...got one guy worst, use the cake knife and spread it on his face like wanna disfigure him like that lol...

The after effect of the first attack lol.. cannot see much cause only 1 attack, i didn' t take the pictures of him getting attack la sian lol..cannot see much ah.. stupid camera. need a new camera LA!! lol cannot stand the pictures quality lol..

HOHO after everything need to go home .. marina bay is far from home baby lol...Oh almost forget to tell u all where we go.. ZHENG FA Huo hai xian... the 12 dollar eat all u can bbq lol... non halal so muslim cannot go...OHH can see one stupid guy go under the mrt seat lol...must kanna pull out ..LOL no la he trying to struggle out ..oh the mad guy that take the knife is the guy pushing him.. siao one la he ..typical no brains man..lol

HOHO this post is presented by edwin the man lol.. see even the rainbow is there.. nice hor but small la the rainbow so sad...hmm hw to see a bigger rainbow hmm use a binoculars? or go to the hills hmm.. scarly u climb up the hills liao than no rainbow LOL.. Oh must say my walking dictionary who help me with the spelling lol... kk ba night everyone...

Quote of the day(The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved.)

MY MOM IS CRAZY...

2007-01-08T15:03:00.000-08:00

ARGGGGG THAT SHIT ALWAYS MAKE ME DAMN DULAN ONE Le.. knn don care even if everyone say i unfillial KNN don care ah.. na bei morning cannot sleep than u wanna come disturb me than when i starting to get angry , i tried to control and tell her that she still wanna come ka jiao damn irritating la omg ...

Than after i cannot slp , she ask the maid to make breakfast for us and i think she nvr tell the maid properly. AS SHE ALWAYS DO and than she wanna scold the maid .For making 2 soft-boiled egg as breakfast for me and my sis .and my sis will wake up at 11... after eating the food.. i hold the bowl for a while.. than she shout at me ask me to bring behind myself .. LIKE ONE MAD WOMEN CAN ... HUMAN ANGER HAVE AN LIMITATION ONE OK ... got so irritated try to avoid her as i usually do and she wanna come and disturb me again... see whether i can take it anot.....STILL WANNA COME MY ROOM DISTURB ME AFTER THAT .. SAY WAT COMPUTER BILLS LA ELECTRICITY BILL.. THAT FATHER OF MINE DON'T WANNA PAY... WHO CARES I TELL HER THAT IN HER FACE.....wonder whos mom as irritating as stubborn as whinning as my mom man buey tahan... NVM OUTSIDERS will nt understand ... people who read this post will feel that i am a unfillial son , go ahead and think this way ....i am one...

I ALways dream of staying alone at another place .... but it must be in singapore .. thats y i didn wanna go australlia to study .. but after think wat happen to my grandmom.. i still tahan and wanna stay beside this mom of mine .. hiya cannot wait for myself to grow up and live alone man .... but for nw i think i have to perserver...i guess thats all ba.. my anger i think can control...IF nt i long time take Kitchen knife kill everyone....

Quote of the day(Where love rules, there is no will to power; and where power predominates, there love is lacking. The one is the shadow of the other.)

Shiok.. A day of monopoly in my hse...

2007-01-08T07:35:00.000-08:00

Hello all.. Firstly I would like to talk about a gal , who made my day..muahaha don wanna say the name .. she say if i go lypo can look like david tao lol...must go try one day... but look like cannot sing like also no use le .. he also not very handsome, must look like wang lee hom maybe better lol...And to everyone who still don't believe i don't like any gal nw .. it is true la omg lol y i wanna bluff for wat , i just sad i no gal to like lol...

And lets talk about the monopoly showdown at my hse muahaa, lazy to talk about the content. But to show that.. PEOPLE who use pikachu will lose and use clefairy will win knn lol.. basket la i use the curse pikachu that was curse so many times by davin lol...no wonder it become louya.. but still quite fun maybe nxt time we play uno attack, lol can play more people so more fun muahaha...

After the board games .. we go and eat at formosa nt the ginza one but the one nxt to the cheese prata stall .. and after that we go to west coast park for a walk which was suggested by our ex captain YUE YANG... must type big big lol his name strike fears to some animals, but of course.. he is not the strongest but another kind of NATURAL DISASTER ..Nicknamed the utimate TSUNAMI ARMAGADON SHE IS ANN LOL... ann u see i describe ur nick till so nice muahaha...

Quote of the day(I could stay awake , just to heard you breathing.. watch you smile while u are sleeping wonder if it's me You're dreaming)ARMAGADON THEME SONG LOL...

Hmm pool family?

2007-01-03T10:06:00.000-08:00

LOl hello all.. guess wat i did today... i played pool muahahah... and the opponent is my sis omg lol.. first few rounds i got trashed lol underestimated my opponent 2 much and paid the price of getting trash 4-1 in terms of set.omg right lol... but of course due to my perserverance and cool i managed to come back in a 5-4 muahahaha lol...but seriously la, i think my sister is quite good omg lol i think better than most guy lo lol...must buck up lo if nt sure will lose to her damn sian lol....

Ohh I watched a show in the evening...it is about a man who became evil as he is in business industry ... he was kind when he was young and wanted to be a fire man and this made a gal whom he grown up with to be a fireman muahaha...The man who is very evil, cunning you name it la .. got injured in a car accident and he met the gal that already is a fire women muahaha.. his hand was special that it can make him feel wat others is feeling and he touch them..hmm sounds sick le y like that lol...ok la blar blar but i am just impress with the moral of the story is that , no man is born evil under some circumstances and enviroment than he grew up in that make him evil.. to make his go back to the kind ways is to let him feel wat others feel.. maybe some weird scientist should have some machine to do that and give to those typical ah beng of all races.. damn they all sucks lol...

Than after thinking of this line that i think of another saying... (NAn ren bu huai nu ren bu ai) this quote means HMM HMMM direct translation is, if the man is nt bad, gals will not like.. ok pls don't insult me of my poor english.. i already mail my english knowledge to cambridge waiting for them to send it back to me baby lol...so back to the saying.. y must guys be bad in order for gals to like them.. no logic le.. hmm wat make bad boys so attractive.. lets look at some examples.. hmmm harshan? nope ,edward? nope, Xavier? nope.. arggg stresss hmmm hmmm arggg who lol.. lets me think hard....ok la no examples but just take some typical ah bengs ok.. wat so attractive hmm.. they smoke very cool meh lol the super bad breath come sian diao already.. i agree they maybe quite funny but funny people can find from good examples ma.. maybe harshan some times can be an idiot that make people laugh muahah ... later harshan in training wack me hahaha..ohh ya we cannot forget about some stuff, ah bengs can dress damn well man lol i tell u. Long sleeve with jeans to ginza lol.. they think they handsome la lol.. Than if go market wear suit ah LOL.. hiya don't know la will continute with this topic 2 morrow i damn tired nw do alot of stuff kk NIGHT EVERYONE... ENJOY 2007.

Quote of the day (If there is a dead end ahead, maybe hopes just around the corner)

WAHAHA FIRST TIME CHANGE SKIN

2007-01-01T15:20:00.000-08:00

MUAHAHA hw is my new skin? nice ok u can leave ur comments on the tag box which is nt at the bottom anymore sob..I wanna say the reason i choose this skin is because i cannot find other nicer one actually i saw another better one but that skin got problems so this is the final choice.. will change skin soon after finding a nicer one...I don't know hw come got BG music de but i don't care muahaha..kk ann i know u know hw to play this music on the piano don't action ah haha..

It took me 3 hrs to scroll through the skins, 1 hr to fix it into the template and doing all the other stuff... need to squeeze all my brain juice to do so lol..quite chim at first but after looking ok la no kick, lol .Actually I don't really like that the box is so small LOl hard to read maybe nxt time i find a better skin than i change ba..And btw it is nw 7 .30 am in the morning..

What i did today hmm.. in the afternoon, i went jogging with edward and yuehern.. i thought it will be a good opportunity to go jian fei lol.. and it was raining at first and stop and when we wanna start to jog it drizzle again wth... nvm after a few round i cannot take it lol i weak already so we stopped..the rain stopped 2 and we can see a rainbow in the sky. So nice lol, long time never see a rainbow maybe because living at low level hard to see lol...

I went to yue hern's hse after than to watch man utd vs newcastle.BASKET DRAW OMG LA stupid newcastle..only yue yang support. LOL sucks man . and after everything i walk down the hill and go home alone.. quite scary when you go down the hill lol..sian this mean only 7 points lead chelsea nvm man utd will win the league kabatei... kk go slp le, got nothing don't disturb me muahaha.

Quote of the day(Heros die early death , villians live longer.So which is better)

A day at home...

2006-12-30T12:53:00.000-08:00

Ohh yo hmm it is 5am nw, I decided to blog nw muahaha..

Ohh I was scanning all my pictures and i saw this pic lol it is after rjc invitation lol look cool hor we follow the doha LOL... just suddenly look at it i realise it isn't so blur after all hmm who is the one who take the photo lol..And Edward look damn extra in the photo lol feel like using photo shop to clear him away LOL... spoilt the photo with some stupid face muahaha...Nvm some gals will find him cute hmm will that happen? lol maybe ba...

What i did today hmmm... ohhh ya i was suppose to do alot of things today acutally should go out with the gay bro to kbox or something because some of my frens nxt year got sch and in the end i call them they say no more zzz..In the end , it was the usual "guai" Edwin that stayed at home the whole day, lol till Yue yang and hern came over to my hse to the gym...lol my back still damn pain after so long, lol but in the gym i only do some simple exercise, and we do more toking than exercise lol...

Ohh ya but when they left i wanted to watch man utd match. but when i change to HBO channel i see batman so i was quite glued to it lol... batman begins i nvr watch before i just realise after watching the show..i think the show is quite nice though.. it show a man that wanna protect his city by himself and all the cool gadget that the batman have lol.. u won't really get bored watching him fly...And batman learn ninja skills lol.. is he better or naruto LOl ..out of topic a bit ok i am lame..muahaha..if i can slp maybe nt so lame...YESH MANUTD WIN AND CHELSEA DRAW I AM SO HAPPY..Nw is a 6point gap ...OK

Quote of the day(I will not kill you , but i will not save u either)

A long waited new post!

2006-12-29T08:19:00.000-08:00

HOHO YO i am back, wahaha since davin and ann ask me to post i will post. and the bloody computer pls don hang, if nt i don wanna post till get new computer... lol hw christmas for everyone nice? lol for me i guess it is the usual family day for me. hw tired man lol..i played ban lak(black jack) or 21 dian if people still don know wat i talking and lost around 6 bucks the first time? hiya me nt gambler man always lose money de don know y no luck la.. so went 12 o clock came for christmas i didn realise that knn lol... until my cousin say, so no atmosphere la knn lol....

Actually if u ask me christmas who i really wanna be with i guess it still will be with my gf or something but seriously hard to get one sia.. lets see ! First i have to see hw the gal look like. which is the most important i guess.. but i think i already quite relax about the gal i choose. they don't have to be very pretty. Just presentable ba i guess.. than i will have to see hw the gal is like.. i mean character la need to be kind, cute, funny, mature , nt so backstabbing and most of all must like me alot 2 lol... than got the right target still need to see whether she got bf anot..i mean present de.. still need to think of ways to chase her must make her feel that i am romantic which i am most bad at.. so ma fan one le omg if i no gf need to go be monk liao lol...can u imagine holding hands walking side by side in the beach,such a simple thing can be so romantic or maybe sit together in some hill to see the moon and the best is together in the countdown..counting the last few seconds to the new year and at that moment both can say hw much they have love each other in the past year.A new year will only strengthen their love for each other and be together..Finally when the final second reach when everyone cheers both of them can kiss in the crowd.. wah damn romantic man edwin ah edwin only can imagine man lol.....What i cannot do doesn't mean u guys reading this post cannot do...

Oh ok than lets talk about tanglin challenge lol..lets say about the after effects that happened to me.Firstly i hurt my back la omg damn pain buey tahan la..my arm was hurt also due to 2 different weapon ... and finally my thigh area got some stuff the skin rub against each other and both side injured la omg ...damn hard to walk ..But at least all this injures, got me a silver and a bronze. errm sabre maybe nt silver i think gold some people say i get gold because the real gold medalist is nt from tanglin that will be good news i guesss lol .. again another time i get gold because i lost and come back? ann will remember the first time wahahaha ann lol....don angry ok ann i admit that year i lose to u ok lol...Ann ZAI ONE OK ALWAYS GET GOLD.. finals no kick to her.. just have to walk and hit walk and hit.. LOL.ok lets nw say about the camp.. it was boring la i can say but nt the people there ... the food la below adverage la but better than prc i think at least more different thing .. the last meal was pizza and snacks which really make me damn fat... people go camp to jian fei.. i go there gain weight lol.. and the last soccer match rocks can always remember hw i ole edward so many times lol but the best goal is the cunning one i score in the small net again wai kok(cock) discover a hidden talent in one of our junior.. and the stupid alvin christopher damn louya lol .. davin will understand that man lol...Camp is fun la but pls get a better place to sleep la omg make my back ache worst by lying on the floor man and pls no competition before camp cause really damn tired lol... ohh ya must talk about the movies we watched. we watch scary movie 4, damn lame la the show lol...and saw 3 omg sadistic show la, luckly i only watch the last part if nt i will vomit man...i think thats all lol...

Oh must say what i did today also to make this post a very long one, i first go to extend my passport in the ica building i think?.. Than i go suntec get a levis jeans lol mom force me to buy idiot... and after that a very filling Kushin-bo meal shiok lol i think don dare to eat jap food for a while liao eat till shiok there man lol...ok everyone slp well lol...

Quote of the day(Shallow men believe in luck,Strong men believe in cause and effect)

Hmm edward is brave?

2006-12-20T11:14:00.000-08:00

LOL first start of my day what i did..hmmm ok yup.. i woke up at 1.30 when i suppose to meet edward and victoria at my hse bus stop at ermm 1.30 lol.. late as usual i am the late king i admit... ok vic say she had a job for us and as i was expecting venture era again ... nvm ba i went there again and the water,bonus and cars still impress me though..but this job is just not my type la i cannot take this kind of job lol.. nt a good sales man and sales is really alien to me wahaha...

OK after that we went to play pool man again it is pool fever baby but y it is always me losing to joe one time but win the rest hmm but only lose one time oh ya joe and jay got new job as newspaper boy lol joe is the head wait did i said this before... don know don care though.. ohh ya yuehern was us 2.. and edward wanted to go to SPORTS HALL OMG LA ... lol shocking huh don play play le he is brave wahaha...and he saw what he wanted to see and was contented ba i guess lol.. and for me, I only have one word to decribe the feeling i had there that it was hot la , i was sweating like a mad dog and i saw one gal lol... don wanna say who la don ask ah lol...and after that it was 2 piece for me and we go. ok la for those people that are wols it is kfc lol edward ate the new combo forget the name lazy to go check... than he think it sucks as the popcorn chicken is small and the small is like half the regular size LOL ... maybe lesser hoho edward wasn't full..

I went home after that and was stuck on the computer listening to cai ming yu song.(Wo Ke yi) very nice song i think lol after listening to it a few times.. i didn get bored of that ..for people who like chinese song can go try to listen .. it is my brother gabriel lim bastituta van heavensing raul kaka kiong seng lol... currently favourite song lol....his name long la buey tahan damn long lol... nxt time maybe he extend again than i write ba ok nights all enjoy the countdown to christmas and FOR ALL COUPLE OUT THERE TO BE HAPPY ... okok crappy liao.

Quote of the day(Everyone Had to depend on himself)

Edwin the unfillial son

2006-12-18T08:38:00.000-08:00

Hmm y will i have a mom that is so naggy... hmm don't understand la so traditional minded..so stubborn... so irritating... so sarcastic omg la.. can anyone else parent so naggy buey tahan le omg... nw with sis back still nt so bad as can push the irritating thing to her..I may sound damn unfillial la but wth la buey tahan already after so long..ones tolerants has limits la.. mine maybe shorter and some people but at least adverage le... arggg stress...

NVM DON'T TALK ABOUT HER LE MAKE ME MORE DU LAN... ok ba lets see wat happy thing i did today hmmm oh ya i went to taka because of stupid jay ..need to take his uniform to become a newspaper boy haha frens pls go down support him and go there disturb him wahahaha that sucker and jay leader is joe hohoho interesting story... ok after we went taka hmm we went to cineleisure to play pool Xueyi,weijie,jay and me .. we all go to k pool...

When i reach there and see the table omg la really canot make it liao, last time the table was still quite ok de around 1 years back ba nw really knn and somemore so bloody expensive la 8.80 an hour they think fa cai ah 888 lol y don't they take 8 cent stupid shit lol i still prefer clementi rc u owns lol that place maybe got some stupid singaporean don know hw to see the no smoking sign always smoke smoke.. faster die pls lol... and the place got a little desolated but it is a good place and is so near the sports hall .. best of all it is 6 dollar for 9 feet unlike the bloody k pool 8.80 for like i think 7 ah lol..

Ohh what happened in the k pool.. saw many gals la lol.. but all attached awwww so sad lol.. hmm i xy wj jay played pool ... whos the best i think no need say le la everybody will know the outcome lol i sound cocky lol ... kk ba maybe must be more humble a bit ba..go learn hw to be..

Quote of the day(If you give a boy a fish he will be happy for the day, if you teach him hw to fish he will be happy for the lifetime) this quote really motivate me during o's lol ...